It is 7:15 am here and I have convinced myself to stick to a schedule that I made last night to get up at 7 and workout at 7:30 until around 8:45 or 9. And somehow I managed to not flake.

So here I am, sitting at me desk, my room dark, the glow of my computer highlighting the slightly baggy eyes on my face.

I know I mention working out a lot and sorry if you are like "oh eeww, another fitness freakazoid." No. I am not a fitness person. So far from it. I am a plus size 15 year old girl who wants to to try to lose some weight and feel healthier and better about herself. I already have great health, I'm not morbidly obese. I'm tall so the weigh spreads out so I don't look so big but it is still there. I just want to start a better lifestyle.

I hate working out. But it feels great after I have. I hate it.

And - Uuugh, hang on, i dropped my whitening retainer tray thing on the floor.....  ok i'm back sorry. my dog ran in like a tornado and scared me- I am actually proud of myself. I have been working out on and off for the past few months and I can see that I have slimmed down some. It is kinda hard to fit exercising in a busy schedule and I have no idea how people who work do it. Do you get up at 5 am?! Yikes!

So yeah. I'm up and it is not 7:26. *offended face*

Once I start, I am going to put in The Fall starring one hot Lee Pace (f you haven't seen it yet, just...go see it). It makes my work out go faster and I get a wonderful view ;D

...mother of God I sound like a perv. *shudder*

Sorry!

You have just experienced me at 7 am. Not many people do. It's like seeing a rainbow unicorn. Rare. Unheard of.

Back later.

Peace out, homies!

-Red