Two of my best friends are hurting themselves.....

Both of my sisters by heart has cut themselves.....

Why?....

I keep asking myself that but I don't really get a clear answer.....

Did I do something wrong?.......

Did I say the wrong thing?......

No.....

I try to help......

But none of it matters......

I feel like I'm the most useless person on earth.....

I'm so focused on making my friends happy that I don't even care about my own emotions.....

Because I love them.....

I'll never understand why my sister by heart wants to leave this world.....

And leave me and her family and friends behind......

And make us question what we did wrong.....

But then again I sometimes want to leave this world.....

But the one thing that stops me.....

The one thing that keeps me going.....

Is my friends and family......

They're the only reason why I choose to stay.....

Because I don't want to put them through a lot of pain.....

But some days I just don't want to be here....

Cause I think that everyone will be better off without me....

I tried to help people that are like me and have the same feelings as me.....

But nothing has worked....

And I feel so useless because of it.....

I want to help....

I want to make them feel better....

But I can't.....

I don't care about my feelings anymore.....

My feelings don't matter.....

All that matters is my friends....

And trying to make them feel better.....

They are the only reason why I haven't ended it all....

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