You know I've never actually hated Valentine's Day until now. There's something about being separated from your family and working from 9pm to 5am that can make you extremely grumpy.

I don't even hate the 14th tbh. I hate the fact that I'm not with anyone. Which is so unhealthy but I have so much love to give yet no one apparently wants it.

So Idek what to do. I wish I had a pet so I could give them all my love but I'm just separated from every source of happiness imaginable.

I'm so exhausted. Mentally and physically and it's just Tuesday. I get a three day weekend this week but is it worth it when I feel like I'm just going to drop on my face at any moment.

What makes everything worse is that I have a very bad crush on someone and I don't want to get hurt again and I'm pretty sure that's what's going to happen.

I kinda just accepted the fact that no one wants me which is whatever.

Im literally awesome. Not perfect but I try my best. So I literally don't understand how I'm still fucking by myself.

Im not even picky! If you have a decent personality and you won't treat me like shit then I'm down for you.

But nah- apparently no one wants a personal cheerleader in their life.

Actually fuck people. Besides the nice ones. Im so tired of catering to everyone. I think I'm just going to be bitter for awhile because I'm so done playing nice.