Mark's pov:

she was sitting on my couch wrapped in covers her suitcases sprawled across the floor.

the girl i knew of for two years but never had the courage to confront in real life is sleeping on my couch.

hurt from a divorce....

It's funny how we met. In fact we met but we didnt know each other personally we only watched each other's videos. here is how we met...

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2 YEARS AGO...

Your pov:

Today is Markiplier's birthday and so is mine but i have no one or no way to celebrate it with. so i have the marvelous idea. i grabbed my guitar and turned on my tripod.

" Hi guys my name is (y/n) and um today is Markiplier's birthday so i thought since i cant exactly give him a present Id give him a video. So im gonna sing 'The other side of the screen by emily scholz a song created to celebrate one of markiplier's milestones i dont remember to well. soooo here goes nothing...

  I've been here day in, day out
Never spoken out loud
What I never knew
Is that you would be here too
So I took my short steps
And I breathed my deep breaths
I did it cuz of you
Cuz you would see me through
Did I make it that I love you
From the other side of the screen?
Did I try enough to convince you
Of what I really mean?
But now I see
You all are here for me
How did things turn out this way?
I'm living my dream each day.

   giving what I can
And learning who I am
And now I look around me
And friends are all that I see
And everywhere I go
I hope that my heart shows
Did I say enough that I love you
From the other side of the screen?
Do I seem sincere when I thank you?
Cause I mean just what I mean

  But now I see
You all are here
And now I see
You all are really here, yeah
And now I see
You all are here with me
I've been here day in, day out
Said I love you out loud
What I never knew
Is that you would be here, too...

"happy birthday markiplier i hope you have an awesome birthday i know this is pretty much nothing but i didnt know what else to do buh-bye."

the song is really touching and it shard to keep yourself together while singing but i managed till the end. after a bit i let the tears fall then i got myself back together.

once i finished i uploaded the video.

i dont know why i even bothered its not like people are gonna find my video. 

among the millions and millions of other videos like mine.

well its up there and well im not gonna take it down.

after that i just spend my day watching netflix and i bought myself a cupcake with a candle i blew it out.

'happy birthday me, good night.'

i went to bed.

the next day i woke up and checked my phone. 

nothing.

'what were you expecting for your video to have a billion views?' 

i sigh and get out of bed and go to work i came back home and crashed into bed and went to sleep immediately.

Mark's pov:

yesterday i had a blast for my birthday wade,jack,bob,matthias and many of my other friends and family came over and we had an awesome birthday bash!

now its time to get back to work.

i get on my computer and go through steam to find new games to play  i found my two games downloaded them an did my videos on them. now to go to twitter!i go through my feed and see the same video link popping up. i guess i was meant to watch this video. so i mine as well make avideo out of it. i turn on my tripod and other stuff and click on the link which took me to a youtube video.

i began to record.

"hello everybody my name is markiplier and i know this is another video usually there are just two videos a day well i saw this video link pop up in my twitter feed constantly so i took it that i am meant to watch it. so hear goes nothing."

Video:

"Hi guys my name is (y/n) and um today is Markiplier's birthday so i thought since i cant exactly give him a present Id give him a video. So im gonna sing 'The other side of the by emily scholz a song created to celebrate one of markiplier's milestones i dont remember to well. soooo here goes nothing...I've been here day in, day out

Never spoken out loud
What I never knew
Is that you would be here too
So I took my short steps
And I breathed my deep breaths
I did it cuz of you
Cuz you would see me through
Did I make it that I love you
From the other side of the screen?
Did I try enough to convince you
Of what I really mean?
But now I see
You all are here for me
How did things turn out this way?
I'm living my dream each day.

what I can
And learning who I am
And now I look around me
And friends are all that I see
And everywhere I go
I hope that my heart shows
Did I say enough that I love you
From the other side of the screen?
Do I seem sincere when I thank you?
Cause I mean just what I mean

But now I see
You all are here
And now I see
You all are really here, yeah
And now I see
You all are here with me
I've been here day in, day out
Said I love you out loud
What I never knew
Is that you would be here, too...

as she sung there displayed the words in fancy and beautiful word art and in the end there was a hand drawn picture of me with tiny box tim in my hand.

"happy birthday markiplier i hope you have an awesome birthday i know this is pretty much nothing but i didnt know what else to do buh-bye."

End of video.

i was tearing up a bit.

"that was something never say something like that that was beautiful i appreciate it very much (y/n.) that was so sweet of you to make a video for me you didnt jave to anythings someone does by choice is a gift. so thank you very much! you have a really beautiful voice and you are an excellent drawer or artist, either way the words art you drew and the picture of me and tim was beautiful i really wish you could send it to me so i could hang it up on my wall!oh my gosh thank you (y/n) i hope that i hav emet you or that i meet you one day so that i can give you a big hug! i love the message behind the song it really describes how i feel about you guys and i am really grateful for every single on eof you because without you i wouldnt be where i am now and i will never forget that!now before i start ranting im gonna end the video thank you so much for watching and as always i will see you in the next video..Buh-Bye!!" 

there was no need to edit this so i just uploaded it to youtube and went to bed.

Your pov:

I woke up still in my clothes from yesterday. ug i hate working at a freaking gas station but it gets the bills paid. thats all that matters in the end.

i check my phone.

i sigh in relief and smile.

Its friday i can finally relax. this has been the longest week of my entire life.

i check my notifications.

Twitter:You have 60 new followers!

'woah why all the sudden spark in followers?!' 

i get up and check my youtube page i have over 5 million views. 

"bloody hell somebody get me an oxygen tank!!" i over exaggerated. 

i had alot of likes and some dislikes.

i wanted to go to the comment section but i knew that a little bit of hate was enough to send me down the drain. so i decided not to check them. 

now i have to address this. great.  i dont have great social skills how am i gonna be able to talk to over 5mill people over the camera without freaking out!?!

'Short steps,deep breaths,everything's alright.' i take a deep breath.

"ill be fine."i said reassuring myself.

i take a shower and make myself look approachable.

i turn on my tripod and take a deep breath and try to speak.

"i cant do this icantdothisscantdothiscantdothis!!" i began to get panicky everytime i try and speak.

"i cant speak in front of over 5 million people it was different when i thought nobody was gonna watch it!1but now its actually gotten attention i dont know how to do this!!im gonna take the video down" i rush over to my computer and go to youtube just as i was about to take it down i had a bad feeling as if my concious was telling me no. "dammit i cant do this!!im keeping it up!" i just keep trying to think of a way to talk to them and thank everyone without actually doing it. i then have the brightest idea if i cant say it i can sing it!!no nononononono that makes it worst! better idea!!"just type it and play music behind it." damn what took me so long to think of that?!!?!?

just as i was about to sit down an dbegan typing i got back up again. "this is stupid  i just need to get in there and stop being a wimp turn on that tripod and speak from the heart!!" and i did so i marched my tale in the living room and turned on the tripod and hit record.

right then i just lost my confidence completely.

"um uh wow i cant speak now i told myself i was gonna come in here and rock this video no that im sitting in front of the camera i have lost all confidence i had. but you know what im gonna do this i got to do this. Hi guys i am (y/n) owner of the happy birthday markiplier video as displayed and on my channel and some how i managed to get over  5 million views and i never even thought it would get that much attention. my intentions were to get markiplier to see it thats it but um you are of course welcome to watch it as well but um that was my only objective and i honestly didnt even think that he would watch it i mean i guess he has now i dont really know yknow so mark if you did watch it than thank you so very much you are awesome hope you had an awesome birthday hopefully you tweeted all about it. but um anyways the main purpose of this video is just for me to say thank you i really don thave any other special or cool way to say it cause i wasnt expecting this and when i seen i had 5 million views on that one video my brain got completely fried i honestly forgot how to human for an hour! so yea just thank you so much for watching i dont know if ill be making more videos i mean it isnt exactly my thing but yknow if you do want to see me make more videos then message me on my twitter ill put it in the description unless you already know it then yea just message me im not working on the weekends so ill be pretty much free to talk to everyone i might do a mini live stream i can talk to everyone at once. so maybe you guys can ask me question and all that stuff anyways thanks for watching see ya!" i ended it. not even realizing what i had just said.

my mouth just took over and i had no control over. why re-record it will just happen again except ill probably say something more idiotic so i mine as well just post what i got. 

i upload this embarrassment to youtube and just star eat my twitter page and wait for someone to DM me. i waited and waited and waited and waited until BAM i got my first dm!

i opened it up.

Amerisdoll: Hello there (y/n) i watched your video and i think you are very funny and should continue to make more videos!! no need to be shy you are really talented,beautiful and funny keep doing you! and keep making videos as well please and live stream please!!! XD 

(this is seriously how i talk and text smh.)

(t/n): thanks that really means a lot thanks for watching i just might do a livestream ill think about it a little more.

Amerisdoll: plz mlady plz XD

this person is persistent why not?

(t/n): alright alright ill do it i probably wont be great at being cool so be warned i may be a lame pun master throwing the corniest jokes around XD

Amerisdoll: youll do great i know it!

i smile 

'so nice!'

so i tweeted out that i was doing the livestream and guess who came in the middle of it?

"my first kiss?--prepare judge me so my first kiss was with a pole because when i was little in the middle of winter little idiotic (y/n) decided to stick  her tongue and lips on a pole! did it hurt getting it off? yes it did because grams brought out a pot of boiling hot water and poured it all over my tongue. yea never looked at poles the same way again i couldnt taste anything for three weeks!! it sucked because grams made fresh sugar cookies too"

i then got a video call

Jacksepticeye 

i clicked on it and he popped up.

"hello are you (y/n)?"

my eyes popped open."um y-yes" i squealed.

"well i can tell you know me."

i nodded frantically.

"Well um hi mark was really tired and he wanted to video chat with you but he was working really hard today so im here on behalf of mark he said that he seen the thank you video and he believes and i believe to that you should continue making videos. and in fact since mark is really busy i will be working with you on building your channel of course if you want to." he sadi rubbing the back of his neck.

my inner fangirl just died."OH MY GOSH YES!! THANK YOU THATD BE AWESOME!!"

"sweet well i would like to work with you in person so i can buy you tickets here to ireland if you trust me enough to give me your information."

"YEA I CAN TOTALLY DO THAT OH MY GOXH THANK YOU SOO MUCH!!" i began jumping up an down on my couch.

he chuckled "well um you have a livestream to finish and i have another video to do today so bye see ya!! bye guys!!!" 

and he left.

"OH MY GOSH GUYS DID YOU JUST SEE THAT IM GOING TO IRELAND TO SEE JACKSEPITCEYE AND IM GONNA CREATE A MORE BETTER CHHANNEL OH MY GOSH OH MY GOSH YOU GUYS!!THANK YOU SOO MUCH IT WOULDNT HAVE HAPPENED WITHOUT YOUR SUPPORT ON MY VIDEO OH MY GOSH!!!!!!!" i continued to jump on my couch and scream once i was down from my high i sat down and talked to the  audience some more then i ended the livestream.

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2 YEARS LATER

i was now living with jack we were married!! funny how it all happened.

but every time mark hits a milestone or has a birthday people request i do a video for him and so i do and mark reacts to them. its funny ive never actually met him in real life yet. havent even skyped yet!but thats fine with me. i guess.

mark hit another milestone i was out of ideas at this point he keeps hitting milestones and i cant keep up!!

finally came up with an idea! i did my milestone video and got it out of the way. 

i have many channels to my name. one for singing, one for gaming, one for drawing and one for mark's milestone videos.

i 10.8 million subs. 

this is just the dream...that i was about to get awoken from sadly.

I was walking to home when i got inside sean was on the couch he stood up when he saw me.

"hey (y/n)."he said.

"hey babe." i said smiling i was about to kiss him but he pulled away.

"ummm sit down." i did so.

"Whats going on sean?"

"(y/n) um i dont know how to say this......im breaking up with you." he said with sad filled eyes.

i felt a stake go though my heart."wh-what?"

"im sorry (y/n) but i just dont feel any spark between us anymore i was hoping that us getting married would create something but for me there is just nothing there like its just boring same old thing being love is supposed to always be refreshing but its not im sorry do you understand?"

"i honestly dont because it was something for me!" i cried.

"im so sorry!"

"no!! i dont want to here it just let me be!in fact im buying myself a ticket back to america!dont say youre sorry cause youre not!!"

i stormed into the room and grabbed my stuff and put it in a car and drove to a hotel.

i book a flight back to america. wait .

i have no house

no relative to stay with

no help 

and no clue

i am just so fucking helpless!!

ill just stay at a hotel until i can get a house.

the next day i get on a plane to LA. when i arrived i just felt horrible.

im a divorced,crappy looking youtuber with 10.8 million subs. 

i get on a bus and drive to a hotel. they were full. i tried to find another bus to get me to another hotel but a bus just passed me.

i sit on a bench in complete devestation. bawling my eyes out,hauling a bunch of stuff with me and not a person willing to help.

"Hello Miss?" a manly voice says.

i dry my tears and look up to the man. "M-Markiplier?"

"yea just call me mark though dont i know you?"

"im (y/n)"

"Oh my-Its you the girl with the voice and sean's wife why are you here?"

"Sean wants a divorce so i left he'll send me the papers once i get a fucking house!"

"Oh that's so horrilbe why dont you come live  with me until you get everything straight?"

"i think ill be fine."

"no come on this is not the meeting i had envisioned its too sad i want to make it a happy meeting so at least come and eat frozen meals with me." he joked.

i couldnt  help but smile."i am really hungry."

"perfect!!" he held out his  hand and i took it. And gathered my things.He lead me to his house we talked and laughed,
I began to feel a bit better about my situation.
Soon we arrived at his house he unlocked the door and let me in.
"Welcome to your new home." He said.

I looked around it was a bit dirty. But nothing i couldnt fix. "Its nice!" I said.

"Dont lie this house is a mess."

"Trust me this is nothing compared to how dirty seans house was when i first arrived." I joked.
We laughed.

"Hey look ill be back i gotta let chica out of her kettle."

"You have a dog?"

"Yea i thought youd know that you watch my channel dont you?"

"Yea just not often or regularly."

"Wow i thought you were like a dedicated kind of fan."

"Hey! I am im just busy!"
He held his hands up in defense as he went up stairs."be back!"
I didn't want to be rude and just find a room and claim it as my own so i just grabbed a blanket from the closet and lay on the couch.
I pull out a picture of sean and i.
'I loved you what happened where did i go wrong?'

My heart ached and i felt myself begin to cry.
I lay down i burried my face in the blanket to silence my cry.
Soon i heard scurrying of paws and i felt someone jump on the couch i took the cover off my face to see an adorable golden retreiver she began sniffing and licking my face i giggle.
"Hi there." I sniffled while smiling and rubbing her.
Mark came down. "Chica down!" He clapped and she got down.

"She was fine i needed that." I said smiling.

"Shes just not allowed on the couch." He said.

"Oh."

"But yea thats Chica." He said.

"Shes a really sweet cute puppy."

He sat beside me and wiped a tear from my face " and youre a really sweet girl who didnt deserve what she got."

Tears began to fall uncontrollably he pulled me into a hug and i wrapped my arms around his shoulder. He then pulled me into his lap giving me more comfort.

Soon i began to fall asleep.

Mark's pov:

Her crying ceased and her grip around my shoulder loosened.
I looked down at to see her fast asleep. Tear stains on her cheeks.
I gently took her off my lap and laid her down on the couch then wrapped the cover around her.
Anger consumed me.

3 years ago i told sean i liked her. He confessed that he seen her video and he liked her too. I felt he had and unfair advantage and gave him a chance.
I told him that if she fell in love with him not to hurt her!
And what did he do?
He HURT HER!

That pisses me off i fell for a girl and gave my friend a fair chance with her and he hurts her!

I feel so much anger consume me staring down at the angel  who was previously weeping in my lap. I go up stairs into my room and call sean.

Call:
S: hello?

M: hey sean

S: oh  hey mark whats up?

M: oh nothing i went for a walk and i ran into this girl weeping on the bench with a bunch of bags with her i tapped her and when she turned around the weeping girl so happened to be YOUR WIFE!

S: Oh my god let me talk to her please!]she hasnt been returning my calls!

M: why should i give you the phone after i had to let her sit in my lap and bawl her eyes out?!she sat in my lap and cried. My Lap! I dont think she would want to talk to you. I dont want you talking to her,

S: Wait a fookin minute thats my wife you bastard you keep your hands to yourself!

M: Ex-wife you ASS! SEAN I TOLD YOU NOT TO HURT YOU SAID THAT YOU WERE PRETTY SURE SHE WAS THE ONE FOR YOU AND 3 YEARS LATER I FIND HER SITTING ON A BUS BENCH WITH 6 SUITCASES  AND A PURSE CRYING HER EYES OUT!I GAVE YOUR ASS A CHANCE WITH HER AND YOU FUCKING ABUSED IT!!!!

S: GODDAMMIT MARK I THOUGHT SHE WAS THE ONE!

M: THOUGHT DOES IT CUT IT WHEN SOMEONES HEART IS ON THE LINE! THE MOMENT YOU SAID YOU TWO WERE GETTING MARRIED IT HURT! I WAS HOPING I HAD A FIGHTING CHANCE! I CRIED FOR WEEKS SEAN!

S: ... Im sorry.

M: your apology wont be excepted until you send those damn divorce papers. (Y/n) is staying at my house for a while so just send them here. I dont wanna talk to you until she is happy until then dont contact me whatsoever.

*click*
I went back downstairs and carried (y/n) into my room and laid her on the bed. I kissed her forehead.

"Im sorry, this is all my fault i felt bad because sean was in ireland and you were in america like me he had no way of getting to you so i gave him the shot and i allowed him to play with your heart. But i will make up for it i promise."
I knew she was sleep she couldnt hear me i just had to get it out.