[WARNING: SEXUAL CONTENT]

[Jeremy]

All was quiet tonight. We were still helping out the people in the village. We have been here for a week and we were almost ready to leave. The night was dark and lonely like always. Even though there were a bunch of men around me I was missing one crucial person; Kris.

This was one of the things I hated about this job. The constant loneliness, missing was like a pain I could never get rid of unless I was with him. I wanted to touch him, kiss, make sweet love to him all night and never let go. Sighing I rolled over on my side looking over all the men who were asleep around me. It reminded me of the time in Infantry school surrounded by people but none of them did it to me. They were all my brothers and it was disgusting when thinking about it that way; all I wanted was my Kris. I was ecstatic to finally get out of that place and be in his arms after so long.

 [Past]

We sent letters to each other when we could but it wasn’t enough. Our relationship escalated in those past weeks, he started to send me dirty letters that could make a grown man blush. Infantry school was a nightmare and I loved every minute of it. It was graduation and a lot of the men I trained beside had quit or hadn’t made the cut. It was rough here and I understood not many people could take all of it. We were dressed in our fatigue and ready to march out on the field. My heart was pounding a mile a minute and it wasn’t because of the graduation it was the thought of Kris standing in the crowd.

I was packing up my stuff so when the ceremony was over I could take my things to the car.

“Hey man” Jason said dropping his bag on his bunk next to mine. I looked up supping him with a head nod. He was my best friend since I joined the Marines six years ago and we have been like inseparable twins. Always going to the same trainings, we were in the same battalion. We were truthful to each other but the only thing I never told him was I was gay. I didn’t want to lose such a good friendship because of it, so I’ve been waiting still unsure.

“Hey” I greeted standing up straight after zipping up my bag. He walked over to me and slapped me on the back.

“Happy Birthday!” he exclaimed. I frowned at him. He shook his head with a smile. “Please don’t tell me that you’ve forgotten your own birthday man” he chuckled. I laughed along with him rubbing the back of my neck.

“I guess I did.” I grinned sheepishly.

“You know, that’s pretty sad” he commented. I rolled my eyes pushing him with my shoulder.

“Well I was a little busy if you haven’t noticed.” I said waving my hand around the room. He shrugged,

“You’re just an nerd.” I glared at him.

“How the hell am I a nerd when I can kick your ass all up and down this camp” I bragged. He gave me a flat look.

“Just because you rank above me doesn’t mean anything.” I laughed.

“Ok Lance Corporeal” I mocked. He rolled his eyes.

“One more line then me on your damn patches and you king of the world.” he muttered.

“Oh, what’s that? Do I hear a hint of jealously?”

“Hell no” he said. I stared at him.

“Hell no what” I said sternly my face hard and serious. He bit the inside of his cheek.

“Hell no, Corporeal” a huge grin slipped on my face.

“That’s what I thought.” He licked his lips glaring at me.

“Just don’t go getting a big head. Girls don’t like guys with huge ginormous heads.” He teased. I touched my head ranking my hand though my short dirty blonde hair. Shrugging I place my fatigue cover (hat) on lowering the visor over my eyes as regulated. Jason followed suit right when we were called out to the field. Filed in a perfect straight line we marched out to the cheering crowd.

We were called to attention and the ceremony began. All through it I felt him, I couldn’t see him because we weren’t allowed move to look but I felt him there like he lived in my heart. Oh man, did I just say that? The graduation went on man after man received their diplomas till I got mine. Once it was over the crowd surrounded us. I was looking around to find him knowing he was doing the same. The ground was mixed with uniforms and civilian clothing that it gave me headache.

Thirty minutes went but I still hadn’t found him, most of the Marines and their families left making it easier to see. Then I saw him, he was in a pair of skinny jeans and a gray band T-shirt looking every bit as the college student he was. My heart stopped as we made eye contact his beautiful hazel met my blue ones for the first time in ten weeks. He started to run towards me with his gorgeous smile and my heart broke at that moment, he was a few feet from me and I shook my head. He caught the movement and slowed his pace till he was standing mere inches from me. I swallowed the lump in my throat as I looked at him like I couldn’t get enough.

He smiled up at me understanding though I knew he was hurt.

“Jeremy” my knees almost buckled at his melodious voice. It sounded so good to hear my name from his lips. “Congratulations.” He said breathless. I licked my lower lip,

“Thank you. So you came” I said. He nodded with an eye roll.

“Duh I came, I told you I would.” He finally broke our stare and looked around at the dispersing crowd.

“Do you have your things?” he asked. I nodded unable to take my eyes off him. How did I ever survive all these weeks without those hazel eyes, that tan skin, short dark hair. This man was the most beautiful thing I ever laid eyes on.

“Yeah let me go get it.”

Once I got my bag he walked me to where he parked his car and we were off. The ride was a silent one but comfortable all the same. I just kept my gaze out the fast moving scenery; it took about two hours till we arrived at his apartment.

“Where did you get the car from?” I asked when he parked in the parking lot of his apartment complex. He turned the keys cutting the engine off and leaving us in silence.

“It’s Whispers. She let me borrow it to pick you up. She’ll come by to get it tomorrow.” He opened his door and got out. I took a deep breath doing the same and grabbed my bag out of the back seat. He walked to his door opening it with the key and swung the door wide. I couldn’t take it anymore! Throwing my bag carelessly past him and before he could walk in I grabbed his arm and pulled him to me. He gasped in surprise as he crashed against chest looking up at me with wide eyes. I claimed his lips in one of the most passionate kisses I had ever gave to anyone.

He was still for a moment before throwing his arms around my neck and welcomed my tongue in his mouth to deepen the kiss even more. Our breath was coming short but we didn’t quit. I bent low and caught him in my arms bridle style. He squeaked adorably, I couldn’t help the chuckle that slipped from my mouth and into his. I walked him in thought the threshold, kicking the door shut behind me with my foot and carried him towards his bedroom.

He turned his face from mine taking in a deep gasping breath but I just moved down to his neck.

“God I missed you.” I muttered against his soft skin nibbling and biting on him. He was breathing hard letting his head fall back giving me more access and moaning deliciously in my ear. I sat down and let him straddle me. I found his mouth again after leaving plenty of love bites on his neck. He reached out and gripped my hair in his hands roughly smashing our mouths together desperately.  I felt down to the hem of his shirt and ripped it off him basking in the perfection of his body.

He looked down at me with dark passion filled eyes his pink lips swollen and a deep flush in his cheeks. This look was so right for him. I wanted him to look like this every time I was with him every time I made love to him, kissed him. He busied himself with unbuttoning my fatigue jacket as he nibbled on my ear. I closed my eyes and ran my hands down his chest to the waistband of his jeans. I needed him so much. He jerked my jacket from me along with my undershirt. I watched his eyes graze over my body and my blood burned with need.

“I love your body Jeremy.” He whispered pushing me down on the bed. I allowed him to take the lead… for now. He lent down placing chase kisses on my chest while his hands worked on getting my bottoms off. His tongue snaked out on my nipple and I groaned low falling on my back fully. Then he was gone. I pulled myself up on my elbows to find him kicking off his shoes and jeans; he bent down at my feet and started untying my boots. I rose to help but he shooed me away. Smiling in amusement and I lay back down; not long after he slid my pants down my legs and climbed back over me.

He hovers close,

“Kiss me” he purred and I obliged gladly. The feel of his skin on mine was beyond amazing, I never knew a man’s skin could be so soft but his was like velvet. Flipping us over, lying on top of him never breaking our kiss I dipped my hand into his boxers gripping him in my hand.

“Ahhh” he gasped. I smiled in our kiss. Pulling the boxers fully off him and did the same to me I started traveling low past his stomach playing light kisses on the dark hair on his groin.

“Mmmm” I looked up at his sexy little moans. He was staring at me breathing deep, slowly held him in my hands and took him in my mouth never looking away; I wanted to see his every expression. His back arched and his hands gripped the sheet tightly.

“Oh god!” he whimpered tossing his head from side to side. Growling I took him deeper, he was beyond delicious.

His body withered and arched, thrusting further into my mouth. I held his hips still taking full dominance over him. How long have I waited to taste him like this? To feel his body beneath mine, hear those moans I dreamed of all those weeks.  

“Jeremy” he groaned softly. Pulling up I moved my body up against his capturing his swollen pink lips.

“Mmmm” his tongue swept across mine in a lustful dance.

“Are you going to do all those things you wrote to me about.” I asked huskily nuzzling his neck. His laugh came over me like a warm blanket and I closed my eyes in the tranquility he gave me.

“If you want” he whispered in my ear nipping at it. I bit my lip, my heart beating faster than before. Lifting myself up on my elbows,

“You sure about this?” I had to ask him, even though I was dying to make him mine right at this very moment he had to be sure he was ready for this. This would be the next step to our relationship. He looked up at me with those dazzling hazel eyes only complete acceptance on his face.

“I’m here aren’t I?” he said wrapping his arms around my neck. I smiled.

“Yes, you are.” I ducked down for another taste of those sensual lips of his and hooked his legs around my waist. “Do you have any protection?” I whispered against his skin kissing down his neck and licking at his collarbone. His hands ran down my back as he lifted his hips up pressing fully against me. I looked up at him in surprise. His eyes hooded,

“I want to feel you, all of you” he whispered. I gazed at him for a long while before nodding.

His hand was warm and soft when he took me and leveled me to him. Slowly I pressed into him watching his every expression. God he felt good, I thought when I was fully in his tight warmth. He threw his head back clutching me close to him. I lifted him up in my lap so he was fully seated onto me. His face was full of pleasure.

“Let’s start here.” I strained out of my mouth referring to our letters.

“I like this position.” He moaned closing his eyes. I smiled moving his hips up and down slowly.

“I know.”

Then he started to move. Nothing in this world would have prepared me for that. He surrounded me, consumed me taking us to a different realm that only we could enter. He kept a steady rhythm holding onto my shoulders for leverage. Our breathing was hard and labored as the room faded away and our bodies caught fire.

Quickly I laid him down and took over, thrusting into him; his moans and whimpers filling the room like a pure and beautiful song. He wrapped his arms around my neck burying his fingers in my hair pulling me down to his lips.

“I missed you so much Jeremy” he whimpered. My heart stopped suddenly and I dove in for a hot melting kiss. I slowed my movements taking him with slow leisure strokes my face buried in his neck. I made love to him showing him all I felt for him, how much he meant to me and that I never wanted to let him go. I wanted him forever.  

Later that night we lay in bed, his head resting on my chest and his finger drawing patterns on my stomach while my fingers combed through his short dark hair. Suddenly he lifted his head and I rose a brow at him expectantly.

“What?” I asked softly. He smiled mischievously,

“Happy birthday” I began to laugh.

“Best birthday of my life.” I husked pulling him to my mouth.

“I’ll make sure there’s a lot more”

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Ok guys, I’m super sorry for the long wait but I have two other stories that are flowing out right now and I’ve been focusing on them more than this one. But! I promise you that I’m not done with this! I plan on update more frequently but this book’s not as demanding as the others so stay in there with me.