"why are you crying?" He said, looking at her face.

"How much you're hurt....Can't you takecare of yourself" she said, her voice barely above a whisper.

She started to clean his would on his left side of stomach, a bit above his torso. She couldn't reach properly as she was sitting on his right side.

Looking at her, cleaning his wounds uncomfortably, he pulled her onto his lap. Her mouth left a gasp from his sudden action.

"Here...it will be more comfortable" he said, holding her from her waist.

She didn't said anything as she was busy cleaning his wounds. After cleaning his wounds from the side of his stomach, she reached onto his arm.

His bicep was cutted deeply, her mouth was wide open when she saw it. She took the cotton from the first aid box and cleaned his wound. She was moving here and there on his lap panickingly, which was making him smile.

"Why are you smiling? Are you a human or not?" She shouted, looking at him, as he smiled again.

"Look at you how much wounds you have...still you're smiling" she said, bandaging his arm.

"I'm smiling looking at my wife...that she loves me so much" he said, as she moves on his lap to reach for the first aid box.

"Urgh...don't move this much" he said, making her sat onto his lap properly.

"Shut up and let me treat your wounds" she said, her eyes were still filled with worriedness.

"You didn't understand why I'm telling you not to move" he said, pushing her weight on his lap more.

She gasped as she felt something hard under her.

"You're so pervert" she said, hitting on his shoulder.

"I wasn't like this before...but when you came...yes...now I'm a pervert" he said, laughing a bit.

"Don't say that you didn't done anything with someone else?" She asked, jokingly.

"You're the first women I touch...shine and you will be my last" he said, trapping her between his arms.

"I can't trust...you're 30 years old.....you didn't done anything before I came into your life. Really? She asked, making him a bit angry.

"Yes...I never have sex with anyone....my first time was you..trust me" he said, pulling her towards him.

"Ok..okay...I was just kidding baby" she said, trying to get up from his lap.

But he pulled her again. She gave him a questionable look. He smiles at her and kiss her deeply.

"Don't you wanna know what happened there?" He asked, as she shook her head.

"You can tell me tomorrow....for now take rest....I'll give you a painkiller" she said, smiling back.

"It doesn't hurt this much" he said, as she raised her eyebrow making him chuckle.

"Ok....Queen I will do as you say" he said, putting his head on her chest as she ran her hand in his hairs.

"Y/N" he said, softly. She hummed in response.

"Leave it" he said, placing a kiss on her neck.

"No..tell me" she said, cupping his face.

"No it just slipped from my mouth...it's nothing" he said, placing his head on her chest again.

"Tell me please...I won't mind" she said, ruffling his hair.

"It will hurt you" he said, hugging her more tight.

"Just say joonie" she spoke, her voice filled with love and concern.

"I- I really want to be a dad...........Y/N...and a family with you..I really want our mini versions in this house" he mumbled, still hugging her.

"I know...I also want this....but not now joonie...what if they hurt our baby...I can't lose another one...we can have a baby after ending this...I'm sorry.....but I won't be able to bear this again....I still miss her Joon....I- I" she couldn't say anything more as her tears fall.

"Hey..I didn't mean to make you cry...ok..hm...we can wait...it's ok..I understand shine" he said, cupping her face.

She hugged him as they fall asleep in eachother's embrace. Feeling the warmth of their love.