Love isn't easy,
To love is to forgive;
Survives who learns.

Only if you'd known
To read minds
You could've crawled
Into my mind.

For a long time
You let me cheat you,
Dig your own grave
For our love to die.

I should have known
How not easy it was for you
When I was just selfish
In the chaos of teenage.

You should have
Abused me with words,
Slut shamed me before all
And left me in the roads.

You chose love, again.
You fought with me,
To spend more time with you
Hoping I'd be back to you.

Like an owl you stared
All night long wondering
If you should open up
Or let fate lead you.

The scar you wear
From the indelible past
Rushed you to no longer wait
To taste the love you deserve.

The time you started
To realise the reasons,
You'd yell at me
Feeling defeated all again.

Clueless were you
About your shattering soul
That still did not wanted
To give up on us.

Eventually came out the secrets
When you went searching.
While I was still pretending
That nothing I had to hide.