You change yourself
When you're in love;
Travel the roads
You've never wanted to.

Confronted by sudden
Events, twists and turns
I directed towards the path
To know what the future holds.

You planted a heartful
With seeds of hope
Watering with love
For me to bloom in life.

Slowly fading away
Were your thoughts
Not given much time
To sprout trust.

Fate has been my fear
Since I landed in troubles
Every time I started
To like someone.

Wondered if my heart would
Answer the questions that
My mind could not
When I started feeling confused.

Hours of talking reduced
To minutes when I realised
Everything happened too fast,
I couldn't control anymore.

Love or infatuation it is?
I started to ask myself.
Not able to differentiate
The essence of each.

Lying to myself and you
I wanted to continue 'Us'.
Praying and leaving the rest
To the hands of fate.

Mistake me not
My intention was not
To pull you into this
Knowing I was confused.

My trauma in the past
Made me realise
I was becoming a girl
That everybody called
A whore.