Hey guys im sorry for my lack in uploads. Im still trying to deal with my broken heart because. He kissed me yesterday and today catching me by surprise then tells me he wants me to move on. Im like crying myself to sleep every night..i sometimes wish i could bash my head into a brick wall to forget it all...so i honestly dont know how to deal with it. Anymore other than crying. I cant even watch Markiplier or Jacksepticeye vids because of my blurry vision. I just now got over a crying fit an decided to tell you guys while i dont have tears in my eyes. I dont know when ill continue this i know i want to but just not now. Im not discontinuing the book cuz ill be periodically and randomly be posting on them asking you guys stuff. And yea. Im sorry. Im a failure of a author. But i wil be writing a book i crated called Beautyqueens dreams. Im gonna change it to lexi's journal. So if you want to get with me on a personal level go there. I will also be like. Doing qnas on that too so yea. I was lazy and copy and pasted this from my other book. :-P sorry and bye,