Story time: you ad jack broke up two months ago. You are a youtuber you do covers of songs and write songs as well as have a gaming channel. Youre gong on tour and you also have pax east. So today you are going to perform twice. Once in a stadium and once at pax east.

Your pov:

"(Y/n) come on youre going on in 5!!" The stage manager said.

"Okay!!" I apply my last bit of makeup and run towards the stage.. i take deep breaths as i hear my fans chant my name and run on stage. The crowd goes wild.

i wave and give the musicians the cue to play and i play my guitar with them.

"I bet this time of night you're still up.

I bet you're tired from a long hard week.

I bet you're sitting in your chair by the window looking out at the city.

And I bet sometimes you wonder about me.

And I just wanna tell you

It takes everything in me not to call you.

And I wish I could run to you.

And I hope you know that every time I don't

I almost do,

I almost do.

I bet you think I either moved on or hate you

'Cause each time you reach out there's no reply.

I bet it never ever occurred to you that I can't say "Hello" to you
And risk another goodbye.And I just wanna tell you
It takes everything in me not to call you.
And I wish I could run to you.
And I hope you know that every time I don't
I almost do,
I almost do.Oh, we made quite a mess, babe.

It's probably better off this way.

And I confess, babe,
In my dreams you're touching my face
And asking me if I wanna try again with you.
And I almost do.

And I just wanna tell you
It takes everything in me not to call you.
And I wish I could run to you.  

And I hope you know that every time I don't

I almost do,
I almost do.

I bet this time of night you're still up.
I bet you're tired from a long hard week.
I bet you're sitting in your chair by the window looking out at the city.
And I hope sometimes you wonder about me."

the audience cheered and whistled. a tear drop rolls down my face as i think about sean and i. i miss him i really do but im afraid he might hurt me again. he text and calls every once in a while but i just choose to ignore him because...im afraid that the goodbye will put me deeper in my hole of despair and misery.

"thank you!!" i said smiling

my bass guitar player mikey came up to me and whispered."are you sure youre ok to continue?"

i smiled and nodded.

"ok good." he went back into his spot.

anthony my drummer tapped his drumsticks"1..2..3.4" then the music played i tossed my guitar to my manager who luckily caught.

i grabbed the mic and sung my heart out.

i panted and smiled at the many fans who cheered and supported me.

"HELLO LA!!!IM SO GLAD I DIDNT HAVE TO HOP ON A PLANE TO MEET MY LOVELY FAMILY!!

the audience cheered just a bit louder.

"this next song if you know please song along id really love that." i said grabbing the mic off of the stand. they continued to cheer then the band began to play.

as i sing i run off stage and sung with the fans let them give me high five and hugs sometimes wed  dance together i signed a few thing and took a few photos one fan even gave me a rose i didnt really see them but i smiled and held onto it.

i ran back up on stage.

"who gave you eyes like that said you could keep them? i dont know how to act or if i should be leavin."i hold my heart and shake my head and walk around the stage."im runnin out of time goin out of mind."i tap my temple and smile. "i need to tell you something,yea i need to tell you something." and i hold out my long note and fall out into the crowd letting the audience carry me around then back on stage then i  finish the song.

"thank you soo much for coming out!!im heading to pax east ill be doing my signing there. just show the security guard your badge and theyll let you in ill see you at pax!!" i yelled running behind stage. i have to get ready and put on some normal attire my hairs a mess from moving some much.i change out of my dress and heels then put on some jeans my (youtube name) t-shirt and some converse.

i go to my limousine....yes limousine my manager just wont let me ride in my(favorite car) she says its for safety reasons. its not like my fans would hi-jack my car. they love me and i love them but we have boundaries and they respect my privacy. the limo driver opens my door for me and i get in. we drive to the convention center.

~~after drive~~

i tell the limo driver to not get out and open my door because well i just want to open it myself im not special or anything. i dont really like all this special treatment.i get out and walk into the convention center. i see many people walking around playing games it made me smile.i felt normal here i felt that i could be myself.doing all these tours and videos can really ware you out as well as depress you. being here with people who know me for my gaming channel and know me for my craziness i display. and not just my music channel. i walk over to my booth. i looked around for people i know 

wade,bob,mark,felix anybody i knew.

"oh my gosh is it the one the only (y/n) (l/n) herself?!" said a familiar voice wade.

i turned around and there he was in alll his goofiness.

i run and hug him tiredly.

"howve you been wade?!"

"ive been good how about you ms.superstar going on tours and all that jazz!!"

"it feels good to be home it feels good to be here im a bit tired from singing and yelling my heart out yea a redbull would do me some good right now"

"got ya covered mark has some he'll be surprised to see you." wade guides me to mark's booth which had a long line of fans waiting to meet him.some of them fangirled or fanboyed when they saw me i put my finger to my lips signaling them to be quiet.

Marks pov:

i heard people in the back screaming. not that it wasnt normal but it got quiet and i got suspicious.suddenly  someone taps my shoulder. i turn around to see (y/n)!!!

i hug her tightly."howve you been?!?!?!"

"good im really tired and in dire need of energy lend me a redbull will ya?"

"Oh of course its in my bag right there."i said pointing at  the bag in my chair.

"thank you." she said going through my bag she pulled out a redbull and drunk it. as i continued to meet with fans some fans said hello to her as they came up she smiled,waved and said hello back.shes so nice.too bad her mood gonna be completely ruined once she sees jack which hes supposed to be arriving here in a few minutes.she left my booth and headed for the stage apparently she was going to be performing today.

your pov:

i run to the auditorium and onto the stage i dig into my mini purse looking for my instrumental disk i was going to be singing they need a monster by mandopony. practiced the lyrics in my head over and over in my head. i didnt look at the disk i just put it near the disk player.my phone vibrates twice but i pay it no mind i just prep myself for the audience.

'you wont mess up.'

'youll be just fine.'

'youve practiced this song many time you cant mess it up you can sing the lyrics without thinking about them they come out naturally.'

i paste back in forth backstage then i hear people come in. mark,bob and wade come back stage. then soon the show starts.

"hello everybody my name is markiplier and welcome to pax east 2016!!!"

the audience cheered.

he introduced us all then there was one final guest.

"and now all the way from ireland everyones favorite loud irishman..."

'oh god no he couldnt be here no non on non on on onon on!!!'

"JACKSEPTICEYE!!"

Sean ran out on stage 

"hows everybody?!?!?!" he asked.

they all cheered,i hid my face.i looked over. there was only one seat left next to me.

'dammit.'

he sat next to me.

"hey (y/n) hows everything been going?"

"good i didnt know you were going to pax."

"i texted you before i came i also went your concert!!" He said excitedly. A wave of shock hit me.

Jacks pov:
I checked (y/n)'s channels daily. Oh how i miss her. I miss holding her in my arms.kissing her.making love to her i miss her unique personality. She made an announcement that she will be ending her tour by having a concert in LA. Im going there for PAX!i could go to her concert and try to win her back. I buy a ticket from the website i got second row seats...i mean it could be worst the back sucks!! I pack the rest of my stuff and go to bed.

~~~~~~the next day.~~~~~
I wake up with a brand new reason to wake up. I mean sure im excited for pax but i also get to see (y/n) again!! I take a shower and get dressed. Then go to the airports.
After a very long exhausting flight i got off the plane and went to my hotel and got ready for (y/n)s concert. I drove to the coliseum where she was performing i grabbed a rose from a store.only one because its easier to carry.i get in my seat and wait for her to come out on stage she was filming this tour which was cool. So on the big screens had a video play.
Video:
You :hey guys sorry you have to wait for me to come out on stage. Theres a lot that goes on behind stage. But for your patience im giving you a little sneak peek of mynew movie slash documentary behind the screen:(y/n)'s story. Thanks for coming to my final concert of the year and ill see you shortly.
The screen went black then some words came on the screen:

Ill do it for my fans.....

The screen showed (y/n) laying on a couch in her dressing room she looked depressed and defeated.On the bottom of the screen were these words.

Athelone, Ireland
Feb 14,2016
Valentines day
1 hour before the show.

She head tearstains on her face. She was tinkering with something in her hands....it was the necklace i gave her while we were dating.there was a knock on her door and in came Lilly Singh her best friend.

"(Y/n) come on you have to get ready for the concert youre about to go on in an hour you need to get up!" Lilly said
(Y/n) just began to cry."i dont wanna get up." She cried.
Lilly sighed.
Then there was a cut clip where lilly was in a different room.

"Today she was supposed to be with Sean she planned a hole day with him she even made a song for him she planned on singing. but since they broke up well she cant.i guess shes feels heartbroken that shes doesnt have sean anymore but she cant give up on millions of fans just  because of one person thats not an option she has other people that love and she has to make sure that they are happy on this day to i mean not everyone has a valentine today i mean look at me im a hot F-ing  mess i dont got no valentines but im fine...maybe ok maybe not. But she still has to get up and get on that stage."

Then the scene went back to (y/n) and lilly in the dressing room.lilly pulled up a chair beside (y/n).
"(Y/n) i know youre still heartbroken from your break up with sean but you have to get up."
(Y/n) only cried harder and looked away from lilly.
Lilly looked down shaking her head then sighed.
"Alright if you dint wanna get up then im not gonna try and make you. How about i just call the whole show off for you?"
(Y/n) nodded.
"Alright but listen to the consequences of your actions.the hundreds of thousands of  your fans who came here to see you will be disappointed and if i remember correctly one day you said to me that you would hate to let your YouTube family down so youd do anything to make sure that their experience at your concert the best theyll ever have.think of all the money they or their parents spent to see you. Remember when you said you always hated how your mom would never let you go to concert so one day you snuck out to one?that girl who snuck out will go home be grounded and have no good reason to say it was worth it..(y/n) you came went on tour with the idea of doing this for your fans not for a man. Dont let one person mess it up for over 1000 people. So who are you gonna do this for?"

She sat up and dropped the necklace."ill do it for my fans."
"Louder!!"

"Ill do it for my fans!!"

"Thats right go get dressed!" Lilly said clapping .
(Y/n) got up and did as she was told. Then the screen went black again  these words flashed on my screen.
After the concert.
The screen went back to normal (y/n) came off stage and lilly hugged her.
"(Y/n) you did amazing!!"

"Thanks lilly and thanks for motivating me to get up."

"No problem see you shold never let one person defeat you when you now you have 30 million more behind you!!now since i dont have a valentines and of course i dont then how about you be my Valentine and we go out as friends of course!"

"Yes!!"
"My treat!!"
The screen wet black again then showed (y/n) in her from the way she was in the beginning.
You:hey guys thats it for that little snippet and while you were distracted  i came on stage.

End of video

the screens went blank and sure enough when  I converted my attention to the stage she was there.
~~~~~~after the concert.~~~~
i gave (y/n) the rose which she didnt really seem to mind maybe because she couldnt see me either way she was amazing.
the first song stuck with me i thought  about the nights i woke and actually stared out of my window wondering where she was how she was doing and if she was happy. Those days where i would text her  but shed never reply and now i know why.
I drove to the convention center and when i arrived i was greeted by fans but my only goal was to get to  (y/n) soo it was time to move on too the panel. I went behind stage and waited for mark to call my name.
"JACKSEPTICEYE!!"
i ran on stage waving
"HOWS EVERYBODY?!"
the crowd cheered. I sat next to her. But she covered her face.

"Hey (y/n) how's everything going?" I asked concerned.

"Good,i didnt know you were coming to pax."

"I texted you Before i came i also went to  your concert."

She looked completely in shock.
"Hey you ok?" I asked reaching to rub her back.
She jumped back a bit from my touch.

Your pov:
"Dont touch me please." I said nicely.

"Today we have (y/n) she will be singing for us." Mark said sitting down.
the audience clapped and cheered. I got up and gave the girl backstage the signal to play the cd.
soon as it played i realized i grabbed the wrong disk i tried not to show my failure.
I just began to sing while feeling myself tear up.

"I bet at this time of night your still up. I bet youre tired from a long hard week.i bet youre sittin in youre chair by the window looking out at the city and i bet..sometimes you wonder bout me." I stopped and tears fell down my face.
it was so different on stage when i couldnt see sean.knowing hes listening just sends a lightning bolt to my heart it hurts i know by now i should be over him but im not i still love him and thats what hurt the most......

"Stop  the music,im sorry  that wasnt the song i planned on doing i grabbed the  wrong song disk. I cant sing this i just cant!!" I said crying. I run backstage and crying.i hear someone  run towards me i look up ..sean he  tried to hug me.

"Dont touch me just dont !!" I yelled.

"(Y/n) please just hear me out i know i really hurt you. I regret it every night i wish i could take it back . I wish a lot of things at night ive wished  i could hold you. I wished i could kiss  you. And most of all i wished  that i said i love you more."

"What i thought you said you broke up with me because of long distance!!"

"Distance couldnt  stop me from loving you.i was just afraid you were cheating on me or using me  for views the day when were together were days where i was just pondering if you even loved me so i didnt want to say i love you thinking it would be in vein."

"Sean do you really think that the number of subs i had mattered to me?i had 978,631 subs when i met you i was already on my way to 1 million. But that numbers never mattered to me all that mattered was that i was doing what i loved. And i couldnt cheat on you if my manager payed me. Ive loved you since day 1 that i met you no one could  ever take  my love for you away. Ive cried  two months for you Sean."

"Im sorry,please forgive me."

"I dont kno-"

"Then at least go on stage and sing for the fans..."
I  looked at him he had a real sincere look in his eyes.i smiled and nodded.
I played the disk and walked back on stageand began to sing.
The crowd cheered.
"I bet at this time of  night youre still up. I bet youre tied from a long hard week..i bet youre siring in your chair by the window looking out at the city and i bet sometimes you wonder bout me."
I look over to sean whos sitting behind stage looking back at me..
"And i just want to tell you.its takes everything in me not to call you"

"And I wish I could run to you.

And I hope you know that every time I don't
I almost do,
I almost do."

"I bet you think I either moved on or hate you

'Cause each time you reach out there's no reply."
I walk over to sean and grab his handand pull him onto stage.

"I bet it never ever occurred to you that I can't say "Hello" to you
And risk another goodbye."
"And I just wanna tell you
It takes everything in me not to call you."

"And I wish I could run to you.
And I hope you know that every time I don't
I almost do,
I almost do."
I grab hid hand again and look im deep into his beautiful blue eyes

"Oh, we made quite a mess, babe."
I look at the for floor shaing my hy head then look back at him. Then walk from him

"It's probably better off this way."

"And I confess, babe,
In my dreams you're touching my face
And asking me if I wanna try again with you."

"And I almost do."
I run into his arms and we kissed. I could feel the fireworks that we once had come back to life. After the guitar break i let him go

And I just wanna tell you
It takes everything in me not to call you.
And I wish I could run to you.  

And I hope you know that every time I don't

I almost do,
I almost do."

"I bet this time of night you're still up.
I bet you're tired from a long hard week.
I bet you're sitting in your chair by the window looking out at the city.
And I hope sometimes you wonder about me."
The audience clapped and whistled.
I blushed and smiled we sat down.we did the normal panel thing answered questions played games. At the end i was caught be surprise.
"Before we go i just want to do something ." Sean said he took my hand and pulled me up from the sofa and held my hands.
"(Y/n),i know i messed up when i broke up with me just because of my insecure ways and i know ive put you through a lot of pain the past few months . I honestly dont deserve to do this (y/n) will you please be my (y/n)septiceye?"

I smiled and blushed. I cant turn him down.

"Yes!!"
He hugged me then kissed me.
The crowd cheered.
I looked at the crowd. Some girls gave me mean looks.
"Well at least the shippers can have there wish granted," i said smiling.

Soon we all said our good byes.
"Wait (y/n) can i um stay at your house."  Sean asked nervously
I smiled at Sean

"Yes." 
Sean drove to get his stuff from the hotel and came to my house.(open up the champagne pop!)
We sat on the couch and cuddled ,kissed and talked.
"(Y/n)."
"Mhm?"
"I know we just got back together and you still have to do a couple more things for your movie here in la but  will you please come and live in Ireland with me?"
"Yes!!"
Sean smiled  we watched tv and eventually fell alseep.

The end.
A/n:hey guys sorry this is late ive been working on it for two days as well as my other story its hard working on two books at once but i do it for you!!!
#its worth the struggle  thanks for reading
Lus ya bai!!