Kiss me

Me: Wait whut? 😅😂

Love me

Me: um I guess you're loved by many...

I want you.

Me: yeah good luck with that 😂

LOL.

I guess people just don't understand when one is taken.

Like Rose always says:

No means no!

I only let Emilio back in my life just to move on from the past. Just to give him at least a chance for being friends. Either he was drunk that day or playing around but either way it doesn't affect me.

I just play along.

And always remember I love Damian.

Hectics weeks came afterwards since the last time he came to meet my parents. His older brother managed to cross the United States from Mexico a few days ago and is now currently sharing the same room as Damian. One by one I was starting to meet his family and so far they were friendly towards me. Work have being very time consuming towards me and plots on taking down the hoe of Serena were in my mind most of the time. Rose and I would talk on the phone for hours thinking of ways how to end her.

She wasn't easy though.

Why couldn't she be as easy as Ana?

"We need to get RID of her."

"How???" I let out a heavy sigh. "We've done everything and nobody freaking believes us. They always believe her."

"Ughhhh I HATE HER!" Rose was getting angry by the second.

Can't blame her I mean I would do the same if someone was to be spreading false rumors around the school. Stupid bitch ass hoe has been spreading false rumors about Rose and the bitch doesn't even know Rose. Just because Rose is best friend with my stupid brother Steve, hoe gets freaking jealous and thinks it's okay to get away with it.

I'll find a way to stop her...

Just watch.

"Just a few more weeks. Then she will graduate and be gone for good."

"I hope so..." I said.

*****

For the past few days I managed to go out with Damian.

With a freaking bodyguard.

My parents still don't trust him nor me so in exchange they send out Steve to be my freaking bodyguard. And instead of being a date with Damian, it always ended with my brother. Little do my parents know that when it rains, I go visit Damian during my lunch breaks.

Rain came crashing down and the sky went dark as I drove my car towards Damian's place. Beside me, my backpack had my phone buzzing from inside. Just when I got in a red light, I quickly opened my bag and pulled out my phone.

"Hello?" I rose my voice over a loud thunder.

"Love it's crazy outside."

"I know," I looked at the ominous looking sky. "But it's too late to go back. The storm is right above me."

"Tornado warnings for the following counties...." My radio station got interrupted.

"Try to make it here then Princess."

"I will."

"Be careful."

The red lights finally turned green and I focused on the road.

"Flash floodings for the following counties..."

I made my windshields go even faster but even that didn't let me see the road clear.

I was internally panicking as I saw the storm right above me.

I should have just stayed in my office...

From the side I saw a lot of flashes of blue and red. I started to panic even more when the road I was in was slowly starting to flood. My car was only driving less than five miles per hour due to this rain and traffic.

Eventually I arrived at Damian's place. He was already outside waiting for me. I ran out from the car and met up with Damian on his porch.

"Princess you made it!" He hugged me as a lightning struck from the distance. "Hurry lets get inside." He smiled. He led me inside and finally we were in his room. I sat on his bed and started to dry my hair.

"I thought I wasn't going to make it." I nervously laughed, still shook from the storm outside.

"Well you made it and that's what matters. And looking as beautiful as ever." He threw a playful smirk at me.

I decided to dress pretty today. Which is odd because I usually dress up like a tomboy. I wore the highest black heels I could find and a very tight pale pink dress that hugged my body on all the right places.

"Lay down Princess." He laid on his bed and patted the spot next to him.

I took off my glasses and placed them next to his nightstand and laid down next to him as we just simply smiled and stared at each other.

Outside, the rain started to ease down a bit and in the distance the roll of a thunder was heard slowly moving away.

"You make me happy." He whispered as he placed a strand of my hair behind my ear.

"You make me more happy." I smiled.

"How I wish we were together already."

"Soon Love soon." I assured him.

"Your parents don't like me right?" He gave a short chuckle.

My parents have been....hypocrites lately.

According to my parents they would want me to be with a rich man, a man with blue eyes, specifically Honduran or American.

Damian is the first Mexican from the whole family. My sisters and brother-in-laws, cousins and friends of the family are all in shock to be honest. He was different from all of us.

And first things that come in their minds are the stereotypes.

Mexicans are abusive husbands, heavy drinkers, paper seeking, they cuss a lot, among with so many other things.

Basically I feel that my family have gone in racist mode. Even so we all have a thing in common and that is we speak Spanish, being a Mexican was a huge deal to our family.

My sisters have been telling me too he looks way too old to be twenty-three and according to them they also find him ugly for me...

But their opinions mean nothing to me. Damian might be poor but one thing for sure he is a very hard working man and best of all he knows how to treat me with respect.

Sadly my parents overall don't see that.

"Lets runaway together." Damian said after I never answered his question.

"Where?" I could feel my eyes start to go wide.

"To Mexico, Love. We can make a whole future over there."

"I'm not twenty-one yet."

"Just two more years Princess."

Leave my family behind?

My country?

My friends?

Everything?

I looked him in the eyes and saw sadness.

He misses home.

I don't know what I would do if he goes by himself, leaving me behind.

"Yes." I said. "I'll go with you."

"Seriously Princess?"

"Of course. Just as long I'm with you everything will be alright." I smiled.

He slightly sat up and positioned himself where he was looking down on me. He kissed my lips and whispered in my ear that he loves me.

I am his.

And he is mine.

*****

*Concho just waved at you*

Concho? What a funny name, I thought.

I checked his profile on Facebook and apparently we shared a mutual friend with Merlyn. For a few days now I've been chatting with this guy and well he seemed nice. Mostly because he was from Honduras and we Honduran when we find another Honduran is like best buddies in the instant.

Eventually we exchanged numbers and started to text through WhatsApp.

Just like Damian, Concho just knew only Spanish so our conversations were all in Spanish.

Concho: WHAT?! Your eyes are yellow! 😍😍😍

Me: what? Lol they are green.

Concho: Oh yeah they are 😂😂😂 my bad they look yellow in your profile picture.

Me: they change colors according to my mood.

Concho: woah are you serious???

Me: yeah 😂 when I'm sad they turn greenish blue and when I'm super happy they are super green. They turn greenish brown when I'm bored and yellow when I'm mad.

Concho: 😍😍😍😍😍😍

Me: 😅😅😅

How to tell this guy we are just friends...

He has been insisting to give him a chance even after so many times I told him I'm taken. I just want a friend nothing more. He said its okay we be friends but sometimes I think he forgets and tries too hard.

Oh well.

At least I know where and who my heart belongs to.

Concho: I am in LOVE

With your eyes of course😅😅😅

Me: sure whatever 😆

Concho: so friend how long have you been with that guy?

Me: about to be six months 😊😊😊 couldn't be anymore happier.

Concho: are you really really sure?

Me: definitely 100%

Concho: darn it. 😔😔😔

Me: why the sad face? :/

Concho: just when I thought I found the one...she is taken.

Me: you'll find someone else.

Concho: true I guess. But never like you 😕

Me: 🙄

Concho: 😅😅😅 my cat eyed friend it is then

And that's how it has been between us. All of these people only like me because of my eyes and that is what makes me reject them. Even so Damian admitted to me that in the beginning he friend requested me because he saw my eyes in the picture, he always went for my personality overall after he finally got to know me. These other people on the other hand, even when giving the chance to meet my personality trait, they still go for the eyes. 

Hooman these days...

*****

"I don't know what to do!" I was crying in front of Damian for the first time through a video chat.

It was one of those crying where you laugh at the same time.

"Everything will be okay Love I promise."

"What if it is true though? What will my parents do to me?"

"Princess relax nothing will happen. I will take care of you okay?"

"They're going to kill me..."

"Look Princess I will handle them okay Love. If anything happens then I'll make sure to take all the responsibility. We'll move out and rent a place and call it home and I'll do all it takes to keep you safe."

"It should have came by now..."

"Give it some time maybe it's just late."

"I'm just worried. I'm afraid you'll run away."

"What of course not Love." Damian laughed. "I will never. And if it does happen it will be the best thing ever. It will be something beautiful."

His words eased my fear a bit but deep down I was still panicking.

Just because of my parents to be honest.

Nothing makes sense but that's okay it's meant to be like that just like the world doesn't make sense itself.

Eventually it gets clearer and all will come out and be understood.

~*~

May 2018~

*Ana Mata sent you a friend request*

"Whaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaat????? Jdhdhdhehbdhfhcudhvedbdjfj!"

I flipped a foldable table and went back to sleep.

Things couldn't get anymore crazier.