I wanted to hate her so bad... But I knew I couldn't.

Her sobs broke my heart in every place " Is it true?" She cried. I pulled her in for a hug, but she slipped out of my grasp. Her big brown eyes filled with tears of pain and hurt that in the end, I had caused.

" Don't avoid the question! Is it true?" She sobbed.

" Yes. It's true." I whispered. I didn't think she could look anymore broken, but she managed.

" H-how could... How could you lie to me a-and say you didn't love her anymore?" She cried, looking into my eyes. I wiped away my own tears. Seeing her cry was worse than obliteration its self.

" I don't. Anyone who disrespects you is-" she slapped me across the face. I bit back at the sting of her hand.

" Stop telling me lies! You did it! You fucked her and wanted to come back to me as if you were blameless! There's nothing wrong with her. It's you!" She cried. Her tear stained face and her trembling body crumpled to the floor and balled into a fetal position in the corner. It stung worse on the inside than it did my face.

" How could you p-promise me the world when you can't even be loyal to me? Just get out!" She cried. As crazy as she looked, I was at fault.

" Violet-"

" You don't even have the right to speak my name if you hit me with betrayal after betrayal. I don't want to see you. Just go." She sobbed quietly. I left and she didn't waste time shutting and locking the door from where she sat. Her cries rang in my head. What did I do?

" How could you say you love me...?" I heard her cry. I went to go take her cookies out of the oven, because I knew that's what she did when she was distressed. They were all popsicle shaped. I set them all aww how I would, so I left it alone.  I went into my bedroom and sat on my bed. I gently slipped my hand underneath to grab the pillow. I felt a thin envelope underneath. It was considerably plain and simply said " Cole "  I opened it and read the letter.

Dear Cole,

I love you. I don't know how many times I can say it for everytime you've made my heart flutter. I know what you're thinking. Why I needed to send you a love letter. But I had to. You make me feel like a better version of myself. A more compassionate and more understanding version. I hope you read this and think, awww. Because otherwise you're not being very nice. I hope you understand I'm trying my hardest to be a good mate and a good partner to you. I don't want you to feel alone, and always know I have you're back. I know I'm not strong or anything, but I support you and your goals. You told me you wanted to feel a little more human? Even if you aren't, Enjoying simple things like nature, going out for a walk or fresh air, and enjoying the company of your loved ones, help you get a gist of more human characteristics. I know it also sounds super cheesy, but I promise it works. What I'm trying to say is... I love you. I'm willing to stick with you through thick and thin. And I need you to know that. I feel like a little love struck idiot writing this. I can't believe myself that I've fallen for someone as kind as you. I'm grateful I met you and I hope we live many happy and long years together.

From my heart,

Violet.

Her letter made me feel empty. What the hell did I keep hurting her for? She seemed to love me far more than I gave her attention for. She had a big heart, and that showed. I folded the letter and kept it safe. My dear Violet. It felt like ages since I started reading her letter. I got up and took a warm shower. I hated that she was always right. Even when she was emotional, she was more knowledgeable than myself.

..................

I had dressed and came in the kitchen. Violet was ladling out soup. It smelled absolutely delicious. I helped her set the table and set out our plates. Lunch was generally around noon. She sat next to me, when she was finished straightening things up. She did this often, and it was just something she did. I appreciated it, honestly.

" I read the letter." She stopped eating.

" I don't care what you choose to do with me, but I want my letter back." She whispered.

" I loved that letter." I whispered back. I saw her nervously bite her lip.

" Look, I can't-"

" When I read it, I knew it was the world's sweetest person. What you put into it made me feel like you were there with me, whispering those things in my ear. Please don't make me give it back." I begged. She paused, not making any notions for or against my pleas. She looked me dead in the eye.

" Why did you lie to me? You could have told me you were still getting over her. You didn't have to tell me you were completely over her."

" I know-"

" And why the hell did you send her over here to make me feel that way? You know she makes me jealous and protective of you." I listened silently. She had voiced to me these things, which I should've remembered. But I was too busy doing the obvious.

" I know." I mumbled meekly.

" Is that it? You know? You know what? I know you've done nothing but hurt me. Why?"

" Look, I don't know!" I growled. " If I could undo all this dumb shit, I would!" I yelled.

" Really? Like what?" She fired back

I could tell my patience was wearing thin, but I ignored it. " My decision to even love someone else over you! Because at every little inconvenience you seem to break, so I'm sorry!"

" Why the hell do you have to be so difficult? Do you want me, or not? Its simple! If you don't want me, than leave me like everyone else always does! " She cried, her eyes bleeding black blood as she ran away. I caught up to her and halted her. She was so afflicted she was crying tears of blood.

" What?" She whispered. I wiped her tears away and showed her. She looked afraid and I saw it. She was afraid of the unknown, abandonment and feeling confused. She began to choke and cough. She sputtered as I caught her before she almost fell. Black blood was oozing down her pale face.

" Hey... Cole, what's happening?" While she seemed to be dying, I didn't know what to do. I brought her gently to the floor. She noticed all the blood on her clothes.

" ... Cole..." She begged.

" I'm sorry, Violet." I sobbed. I didn't know what the hell to do. I brought her lips to my own. She continuously bled, but I kissed her passionately. For a while she felt limp in my arms. Like... She had died.

" Hey, baby, get up." I whispered, my voice tight and frantic. My breathing became erratic and laboured.  Her bright brown eyes seemed dull and lifeless.

" Cole..." A voice behind me called. Satan stood behind me. 

" Her body rejected. She was too emotionally human. I can bring her back, but she will be a demon. Through and through. She'll remember everything. She'll just often harm you, if you tend to betray her. She's a Capital vice of wrath." I nodded. I didn't know what I'd do without her. He touched her forehead. She looked at me. I looked at her, relieved tremendously.

Her eyes turned pure red.   
   " You asshole. If I wasn't dying I would've scarred you with my teeth."

I sighed in relief. At least she was well.