Dear Kalvin, 

Your birthday has passed.. mom cried by the time your birthday came around the corner. I met another girl. Usually you'd give me advice with this stuff. But she's sooo pretty. She has curly red hair and her name is River.

Sorry.. I know this isn't exactly something someone should talk about but I want you to feel normal when you wake up.. I mean you probably won't exactly.

But I still want things to be the same in a way. Jane was upset as well and even made you an art piece. We couldn't put it anywhere in the hospital room which I heard from dad she cried to sleep.

Baby Brother, wake up soon.. we miss you.

Sincerely, Quincy. 

I sighed and put the letter back in the envelope. I felt a tear come out once again and wiped it away. I didn't want to go to sleep anytime soon and I really didn't want to read another letter.

I looked to the blanket and grabbed it and the letter. I wrapped up in it due to being a little cold.. I read the letter "happy birthday, baby boy!" I smirked and continued reading "hope you wake up soon, love. If not then I'll be here for you when you wake up" 

My birthday was in December so I hoped I wasn't 21. I didn't want to miss another birthday especially because that meant my mom would have to wait for it to come. 

She loved me and my siblings birthdays. I then heard someone walk in and it was the women nurse from before "did you read any" I sighed "I read one. It hurts" she sighed and put down the box on the side of the mattress.

"Here's your stuff.. if you want I can charge your phone so you can talk to your family" I looked to her "really?!" She chuckled and nodded her head "thank you" 

"So what's your name" she looked to me and smiled "I'm Kate Robinson" I chuckled "you have my moms name" she smirked "lots of Kate's in the world I'm guessing" she chuckled once more.

She plugged my phone into the charger and started charging my phone. She walked over to the box and put it closer to me "we decided to put your birthday gifts in there as soon as they started piling. There's more presents at home though" 

I chuckled nervously "they must love you" I smirked "yeah. I didn't expect this much stuff though. I know it's been three years but dam-" I stopped myself 

"Don't worry that's not the worst I've heard" I sighed "my mom says it's disrespectful to cuss in front of hard working people."

She smirked "thank you. I must get going but it was nice to see you again" she walked out. Usually if a girl or woman would say stuff like that I'd be blushing but I didn't really feel anything. 

I opened up the box and saw a blue shirt. I opened it up and it said "#1 uncle" I accidentally yelped with excitement. Wait.. I have a 13 year old wait now possibly 16 year old sister.

I looked back in the box and saw my brother and a red headed girl with maternity pictures. Oh thank god. As I was passing maternity picture by maternity picture. I saw a wedding picture. She was really pregnant.. I frowned.

I was happy but I wasn't there you know. My brother always said how he never wanted his child to go through what he went through. He was a bastard and he never wanted that for his kid.

The next photos were a baby with bright red strands of hair. The balloons had said 'it's a boy!' Aww so cute.

I then passed the next picture to see them in my hospital room. I didn't have that long of hair so I  assumed that this was at most a year ago. Possibly?

Who knows.. then I saw Jane in the next picture. I realized it must've been a year ago. She looked so grown yet so young. I teared up as I looked at her fake smile. I always knew the way she was feeling. Her face was easy to read.

She's so sad... damn it. I whimpered and felt my tears roll down my face. I then continued on with pictures to see the baby getting older and older. She seemed almost 6 months old by her last picture given.

I then saw a bracelet with little colorful rocks and In the middle there was a Crown charm.

Then I saw a letter that had 'Jane' on the back. I opened it 

Dear Kalvin, 

Guess what! Coco came out! It's a movie about day of the dead. Remember Book Of Life? We loved that movie! Disney's doing a movie about it.

I really think you'll be awake by then. OH and rivers pregnant. They've been dating for a year now. I know it's soon but I think they're in love.

From what doctors say you should be up in a month or two!!

Sincerely, Jane. <3

I frowned. No wonder she was upset in the pictures. She didn't get to go see the movie with me. 

We watched every Disney movie when it came out. Shit who knows how much movies came out since 2016! Fuck.. I cried once again and my eyes burned.

I wiped my eyes. I then looked to my phone at the end table. I grabbed my phone to see 42%... I picked up my phone. It wasn't the same one. It was a new one. I opened my phone to see the lock screen of a family picture. And then I opened to see the same wallpaper.

I looked to see the same stuff. I opened messages to see a lot of people messaging me. Even people I haven't talked to years before the accident. I looked to see I was in a group message between my brother and sister. 

My mom was asleep right now so I wasn't gonna message at this time. What was I supposed to say. Hi? Hello? 

You know what.. today has been a really sad day so you know what.

'Guess what bitches. I'm alive' 

I chuckled at that. I soon saw my brother and 2 seconds later I got  a video call. I turned down the audio a little to make sure it wasn't to loud. I then accepted the call. 

"Oh my god" Quincy was awake without a shirt. He had tattoos and a 6 pack.. what the hell I used to be the muscular sister. "Y-you're awake"

I smiled "yeah. I guess I am" he tilted his head "what's wrong?".

"Where's Jane?" He chuckled "she's asleep.. she has school tomorrow" I smiled "ok I was worried.. I heard you have a kid!" He smirked "oh yeah have you seen his name" I shook my head "oh damn I must've forgot to tell you in my letters. His name is Amir after Rivers dad who died"

I frowned "tell her I said sorry for her loss" then I heard a chuckle in the background and a door close. "It's been years since then don't worry he died when I was 3" I scratched my head "ah" 

"So you're his brother?" She tilted her head. I nodded "it's nice to meet you" I frowned a little "s-sorry I didn't mean to upset you" I shook my head "it's not your fault I'm upset. I'm just aggravated I didn't mean to meet you sooner nor Amir"

"I mean my dad di-" he interrupted her "he means the baby" she looked at him "I know he meant the baby. I'm not stupid" he then replied with "I know your not stupid" as they went back and fourth playfully. I chuckled. I then heard a baby cry "I'm sorry, kalvin but we must go. We will see each other tomorrow. Also dads telling her in the morning your alive and she'll see you tomorrow in the hospital" I then heard river say "Quince"

I heard him sigh "don't look at any of the Facebook and Instagram post. Ok?" He said "wait until the day after today or longer"

I then tilted my head "what do y-" I then heard him say at last minute "Igottago...Iloveyou!" 

He then ended the phone before I could say I love you back. Man..I missed everyone. I looked to the time to see that it said 3:37 A.M.

Damn.. it was late but I didn't want to sleep. I was bored.. I then realized I had that guys number. 

I typed in the number and messaged him

Me: Hey. Sorry for messaging you so late. This is kalvin. 

I nicknamed him on my phone Jen

~4 minutes later~ 

Jen: hey.. it's all good. I'm home now. I was gonna stay awake anyway.

Me: cool! I'm glad. It's scary here at night

Jen: how come you don't go to sleep

Me: the 3 year thing?

Jen: oh sorry

Me: once again  you don't have to be sorry

I really don't mind

Jen: Kalvin, do you really want to be friends with me? 

Me: why wouldn't I want to be?

Jen: I'm just a difficult person to be friends with

Me:  I haven't talked to someone in 3 years! You were the first person I talked to so I think honestly it was meant to happen in a way. You know what I mean?

*Jens POV*

Me: yeah..

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To be continued.. I feel bad for leaving it there but I will continue this in like 2 seconds so it's all good.

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