~Jensen's POV~ ??? Pictur~

As I opened my eyes and looked to a bed head Kalvin who slept soundly in my arms.. I tucked his hair behind his ear and smirked.

I kissed his forehead and heard groans "w-what are y-you doing?" I chuckled nervously "I didn't mean to wake you up, Kelly" he chuckled "that's the nickname you have for me?"

I nodded "since mine is Jenny.. yours is Kelly" he chuckled "alright but you owe me" I tilted my head "and what might that be" he kissed my lips..I pushed him off.. "morning breath!"

He chuckled "let's go to your house and get your stuff" I tilted my head "wh-where are we going?" He chuckled "I was thinking we can find you a new place to live while Kenny's our there"

I frowned "Kalvin, I can't just leave my apartment.. plus I have to go back to work today.. I have night shift" he thought for a moment "let me live with you.. for a little" I blushed "isn't it  too early" he sighed "it's only temporary until I know you're safe"

I sighed "fine b-but we need to take this slow" he nodded.. when I rushed it freaked me out and I really like kalvin.. so I want to take it slow.

"Come on.. let's go" he grabbed onto my hand. I nodded and we walked to his car and we drove to my place.. I looked to the time "oh damn. We woke up late" he looked to the time "eh I've slept longer"

"I doubt it" I chuckled.. he then raised an eyebrow to me and looked back to the road "try 3 years" oh yeahhh.

I coughed because of the awkward aroma "did you forget already" I shook my head "you were my first shot" he looked to me and looked forward "shot?" 

I chuckled "a shot as in needle" he smirked "really?" I nodded "yeah. I put in your IV" he joked saying "no wonder my arm was so in pain" 

I gasped dramatically "you didn't seem to mind" 

~Jensen's Apartment~

As we walked up the stairs to my apartment, I felt nervous.. what if Kenny was there and we died?

I mean I doubt Kenny will kill me because he's really attracted to me.. I hadn't a clue on what to do.. where will I move? And what will happen to me if I don't move?

As we got to the door, I was practically shaking "here I'll open the door" he asked for my keys and I handed them over.

He opened the door and cracked it open.. I then looked to see someone sleeping on my couch..I then saw Kalvin run pass me and attack him "owowwoww!" 

I stopped him due to the familiar voice "who are you?" The pink haired boy looked to me "I heard that you got hurt so I came here to make sure your ok"

"You look familiar" kalvin said. The guy smirked "ah I get to finally introduce myself, kalvin" he stood up and held out his hand "it's nice to meet you"

Kalvin raised his eyebrow "you didn't answer my question" the pink hair boy groaned "I'm Tyler.. I just dyed my hair so you can't remember me"

Kalvin then realized "your the guy from the wedding?" I sighed remembering that my mom was in the hospital.. which I should go check on her after work.

"Tyler is my ex" I told kalvin. Kale scratched his head "are you going to steal Jensen from me" Tyler shook his head "he's all yours.. I just wanted to make sure he was ok"

Tyler tried walking out but kalvin stopped him "hey do you know any places here he can stay while they're trying to get the kidnapper in prison"

Tyler looked to me "wait they didn't catch them?" I shook my head.. "I only know one place but honestly I wouldn't exactly feel comfortable and you guys wouldn't either" 

I looked to Tyler and he sighed "you guys can stay with me" I bit my finger.. I wasn't exactly sure how this would all go down..

"Jen, what do you think" Kalvin asked me.. he had puppy eyes and I couldn't say no "fine but I have to get to work.. I'll have to p-" Kalvin interrupted me by saying "I'll do it"

I blushed "you don't have to" he shook his head "it's all good" 

"I have to go get dressed and go to work now" they waved goodbye.

~Kalvins POV~

After Jen go to work, Tyler insisted that he helped. It seemed like he didn't have a lot.. he had some clothes and work clothes 

Tyler said he was gonna look in the kitchen and living room for more things... he also said he had a two bedroom apartment and that he needed a roommate. It'll be awkward but he'll be safe..

I looked through his dresser to make sure we got all the clothes. I had one more clothing item to put in there and that's when I saw it and yelped.

I fell over and kicked the dresser closed but it backfired and fell over me and I caught it last minute.. that was a really loud scream I had just done..

I blushed trying my hardest to keep the dresser up but it was heavy.. Tyler ran in "oh shit.. are you ok" he ran over to me and lifted it off me easily. 

I sighed "I um found something" he tilted his and opened the dresser drawer "no!" I tried stopping him but it was too late. 

He closed it quick "oh god" 

We both sat there for a little bit embarrassed.. then I heard a ring from my phone "h-hey.. I um have something embarrassing in my room"

I chuckled nervously "w-we know" he went "oh.. well um" he sighed "just leave it alone until I get there" 

"We planned on going to pick you up and take your stuff to his house" Jen then thought for a minute "go without me. I'll just uhh pick it up.. I still have my car here" 

"Oh yeah I forgot" I chuckled.. I then heard a muffled talking "hey I gotta go but I'll see you later" he hung up the call..

I sighed and put my phone in my pocket. "I know that face" I looked to him confused "what do you mean"

"You love him" I sighed and chuckled "i barely know him" Tyler shrugged "why not"

I looked to my hands "someone told me he doesn't like commitment" Tyler frowned "that's because of me but I can tell he loves you"

I blushed.. "I could tell you something but promise me you won't tell Jensen" I shook my head "if he wants me to know.. he'll tell me" 

Tyler smirked "your nicer than me" he chuckled.. he held his hand out and helped me up "let's finish packing" 

~at Tyler's house~

While we waited for Jensen, we talked back and forth.. I didn't exactly want to know about what happened with him and Jen..

I wanted to hear it through Jensen.. if not I'll feel bad 

I heard a knock and he opened the door to reveal Jen holding a suitcase "I had to go to your house" he looked to me... oh yeah I have stuff.

"That's all you have?" Tyler looked to me and I shrugged "I guess so.. I got rid of my stuff because I was going to adventure the world when I turned 18"

Jen looked to me "you never told me that" I shook my head "it never ended up happening plus I don't think I could leave here"

Tyler smirked "you guys want some bear?" I looked to him "I'm not 21" Jen chuckled "babe, your turning 21 in two months.. I think you'll be fine"

Tyler brought out some drinks and I was reluctant to drink and I set it down on the table.. I think my dad being an alcoholic scared the shit out of me..

~later that night~

Luckily enough, they didn't say anything about me not drinking

Jensen had three or four drinks and Tyler had way too many... I couldn't count. We cleaned up the mess he made and helped him in his bed..

We went into our new room "I-if you want this night I can go sleep on the couch" I said but he stopped me "come here and smother me" he said sorta slurred.

He dragged me onto the bed and pinned me "kale, let's do this" he kissed me for a bit but I stopped him..

"Jen, let's get some rest" he wrapped his arms around me "a-are you not attracted to me" I frowned "of course I am, Jen.. I just don't w-" 

he whined and got off of me  "o-oh my god. You aren't attracted to me" 

He tried running off but I stopped him "can you just stop" he then yelled "NO!". I yanked him onto me and made him sit on my lap "you have alcohol in your system.. I l-" I looked to his crying face.

I stopped myself and wrapped my arms around him.. I kissed his cheeks "I am so attracted to you.. I can't even explain how much" 

I kissed his lips "love, you said earlier this morning to take this slow.. I want to take this slow so when it happens it's special and I want you to remember it and it not to be a one sided drunk person who won't remember it in the morning"

He sighed and wrapped his arms around me "y-your right.. I'm sorry, kale" we plopped onto the bed cuddling. My head on his shoulder and him on my shoulder

I smiled "I love you" he didn't say anything which freaked me out. I yanked out of the hug and saw his snoring face and sighed kinda relieved but also upset..

The world was telling me to save it for another time..I wrapped up in his arms. I just want him to smother me in his love..

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