⚠️Once again triggering topics⚠️

~Jensen's POV~

As I sat up on my bed from my awkward experience yesterday I sighed. Poor Kalvin.. he probably is creeped out by me. 

Man thank god that it's not a work day. Then I heard knocks and groaned and stood up. I walked through my hallway and to the eye hole to see... him. Fucking him. Why him?

I opened the door "what do you want?" He looked to me and smirked "hey baby" josh said half drunk and hugged me

"Get off of me" I tried pushing him off but he was simply stronger than me. He closed the door behind him. I then felt him feeling up my ass "what the h-" he then unbuckled my pants. Pushed me against the door.

He then goon his knees and sucked onto my now erected penis. "Jos- y-yo drunk-k" he didn't listen but continued.

"Oh god"he then locked the door and picked me up and walked all the way to my room and slammed me on the bed and he climbed on top of me.

"You'll never get away from me" I squirmed. He would stop if I said our safe word but for some reason I didn't want to. He bit into my neck hard and I moaned.

This felt so good. I then acted like I was squirming out of his arms and he dragged me back now taking my panties off. 

"Take your shirt off, slut" I felt my lower member twitch at the sound of that and took my shirt off. He then took his pants off in front of me and his boxers and as I was crawling away making this a little hard on him. 

He put me in missionary position and shoved two fingers down my throat and I moaned deeply as I looked into his eyes but during this I was thinking about how if Kalvin did this his hair would swoop into my face. 

Or he'd have it in a bun which made me moan a bit more thinking about it. Pre cum leaked and he then teased me by saying "oh baby. You miss me that much" I lied and told him yes even though I knew I was thinking about another man.

Which that almost turned me on. He then took his fingers from my mouth and placed one in. It wasn't too tight because ya know. I slept with many men after josh cheated on me....

I had no self respect which made me tear up.

He then placed another finger as I was getting comfortable. Soon enough, three were in. He then angled himself "are you ready" and then I remembered about the lube in my drawer and the last condom. 

He smirked "good boy." He drenched lube in my hole and put on the condom. "Get ready, Baby" he then placed my legs over his shoulders "oh fuck!" I yelped and he smirked cocky. 

The thing that turned me off about josh was that he knew he was good.

He pushed in and kissed me on the lips and I moaned. I then kept thinking about kalvin's face blushing through out this. 

I then felt his hand over my throat as I took breathy moans. Kalvin was taller than Josh I assumed and more muscular even though he was in a coma for soo long.

I then felt a very big push and practically screamed. He eventually let me breathed and put his hands and my hair and tugged the hell out of it. God please don't fall out. 

I then imagined Kalvin being more passionate. Probably stuttering and asking if he was good. Which made me smile. I felt joshs lips over mine and I kissed him. I more of imagined kissing you know who... saying his name in my head turned me on.

"I'm close, Baby" he went even faster and I bit into his neck and heard him grunt. I then imagined just kalvins face and on accident as I climaxed and had the best orgasm I might add I screamed out this "KALVIN!" Shit shit shit.

I breathed and my heart was pumping. He had already collapsed on me and I didn't see his face...

He then lifted himself up and looked to me "who the hell is Kalvin" I was hesitant "WHO THE HELL IS HE?" I pushed him off "says you! You were the one who cheated" he got up and tied up the condom and threw it in the trash and then put on his boxers and his pants 

He scoffed "maybe because that was the first time in 3 years you were actually passionate. I hope kalvin has fun with your ass because as soon as you fall in love with you" he then put on his shirt "you freak the fuck out"

He then grabbed his shoes and opened the door "WELL FUCK YOU" he slammed the door behind him and I heard him walked down my hallways and eventually I heard a distant closing of my apartment door. 

I whimpered and cried into my knees as I felt used. This hurt a hella lot.. why did I fall in love with him?

I hadn't a clue. I stood up and walked through my house in my boxers and locked the door. Time to take a bath now and possibly wash my disgusting sheets. Eh I'll do that tomorrow. 

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Hey guys it's me!! I didn't know exactly wha sound to use in this chapter and then found that song once again and fell in love. 

What's your opinion on Jensen?