I want to turn your smile to anguish,
That is the path I wish to take,
So why is that haunted look on your face?
Could you tell that it is you, that I hate?
It is almost as if you're in another place,
Is it that I'm already too late?
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Why is it these tears that threaten to fall,
When I look into your sorrowful eyes?
I can't help but to shy away.
I wanted that kindness in your heart to die,
But there's this pounding that I can't keep at bay;
A feeling that I can't decipher, as much as I try.
The skies clouded over to a dimming grey.
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A chilling touch, a fleeting rush,
Where my skin stings while my cheeks burns,
And that pounding speeds before slipping away,
But when I see you look that way, my stomach churns,
It is as if you can no longer be swayed,
So I brush my hand away from your spurn,
To look the other way as my tears go astray.
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I want to turn your smile to anguish,
That is the path I wish to take,
So why is that haunted look on your face?
Could you tell that it is you, that I hate?
It is almost as if you're in another place,
I am sorry for my mistake.
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Why is it these tears that threaten to fall,
When I look into your sorrowful eyes?
I can't help but to shy away.
I wanted that kindness in your heart to die,
But there's this pounding that I can't keep at bay;
A feeling that I can't decipher, as much as I try.
Could this be... heartache?
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I try to reach out, but it is much to late,
I can't help but to shy away.
I wanted that kindness in your heart to die,
But there's this pounding that I can't keep at bay;
A longing to see that look return in your eyes,
This must be the price I am to pay.