29 - In The Eye Of A Hurricane
At first, I was like "Nah, I'm not writing a storm chapter. That's too cliche!" but then I said "screw it! It will be cute to write!"
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||Alexander Hamilton||
I pulled away from John and looked out the window. I saw a few strikes of lightning that utterly shook me. I ran out of his embrace and made my way past every person I saw. I didn't know where I go.
There was no where to go.
So I ran out the door and opened the car door. I locked it shut and sat on my seat. I huddled into a ball and shook. No, this can't be happening. Not again!
Another strike was heard and I winced, letting a few tears slide down my face.
I climbed into the backseat of the car and huddled there, thinking it would be safer. It wasn't. I still remained terrified and shaking.
Someone help me...
Help me...
Help...
||John Laurens||
Two hours had passed and I was in a corner completely passed out. I woke up with a throbbing headache and winced as I rubbed it.
Ugh, how drunk did I get?
Where is Alexander?
I suddenly heard the striking of thunder and lighting from outside the windows.
Oh no.
A storm.
Alexander is terrified of storms.
Clearly panicked, I ran around, asking anyone I could where Alex was. No one knew. Oh my God, he's probably somewhere alone and shaking with fear. I have to save him.
I looked in every room in the house, besides the few that were locked. Probably best I don't go in those ones anyway. I looked everywhere I could but came to no good conclusion. I even tried to call him a few times but he never answered.
God...
This is really bad.
I wanted to fall to the ground and cry. I was just barely close to having a panic attack.
Then I decided to check outside.
No way he'd be outside.
But I have to check.
The freezing air and rain of the storm caused me to shiver. And I had a jacket on!
Oh no.
Alexander didn't put on a jacket when we left.
Oh my God oh my God oh my God.
I paced back in forth, repeating the same phrase until I heard sobbing from nearby. I looked around myself scenery, looking where anywhere it could be coming from.
Then I saw our car.
Of course!
I ran up to it and unlocked the doors. I frantically looked around and said his name, "Alexander, are you in here!?"
"J-J-John."
I looked to my left and saw him huddled in the back. He was a mess! Hot tears rolled down his cheeks non-stop, his eyes were bloodshot from crying, his hair was messy, and his breathing was really fast.
"Alex!" I climbed into the car and closed the doors and locked them. I looked at Alexander and felt my heart rip to shreds. He looked scared to death, "Alex..."
I hugged him tightly and he was shaking like crazy. I thought I would die from the way he was holding me.
"I'm so so so sorry, Alexander, for leaving you here alone. No one deserves such a fate. I'm so sorry!"
He cried hard into my chest as I held him. I stroked his hair calmly and whispered sweet words into his ear. "Shh, Shh. It's okay, Alexander. I'm here now. You're fine. Everything will be fine. The storm will pass. Shhh."
This seemed to help a little. His death-grip on me loosened and he wasn't shaking as much. I was relieved.
I wiped his tears away and kissed him multiple times in different places. He calmed down quite a bit but the storm didn't.
His breathing was fast and hot still.
I held his face in my hands and had him look into my eyes, "Calm down, Alex. Breath slowly."
He did as I said and his breathing was normal. His breaths were still a little shaky though. But I couldn't blame him.
I pressed my forehead against his, relieved that he had been calmer.
Then he mumbled something I couldn't hear. I drew my face closer and asked, "What is it, love?"
He let a few more tears roll down his face, "I'm useless. I'm such a wimp. Why do you love me?"
Another crack of lightning was to be heard. He flinched.
"Baby, I don't care about your flaws. All I see in you is your perfection." I answered sweetly.
"But nothing about me is perfect. I'm just a mess. A crying, depressed, mess."
I pecked his lips. "Alex, listen to the words I am about to tell you and never doubt them. I love you. I love you so much. You mean the absolute world to me. I would be nothing about you. Don't believe me? I'll prove it. If you weren't here, I would have no one. No one at all. I may have friends, but none of them reach their level of love and trust I have for you. Without you, I would be depressed. I've become so happy with you at my side, the happiest I've ever been ever. If that was taken away from me, my life would be horrible and grey. Seriously.
I love everything about you. I love the way your eyes light up when you're doing something you love. I love the way you touch me, even the smallest touches. I love the way you kiss me, especially. I love the way you smile when I'm around. And so much more. Everything and anything at all. Even the smaller features.
I am so happy to have you at my side, Alex. I am so grateful to consider you my boyfriend. You make me happy— so happy in ways that no one else could. You're perfect. You're the most perfect person in the world. So please, never ever doubt that ever. You are amazing, Alexander. I love you."
My words brought him to even more tears. He kissed me hard then hugged me tight. His face berried into my shoulder and he said in a muffled voice, "Thank you, John Laurens. So, so much. I'm so grateful to have you. I love you so much."
I slightly pulled away and smiled. I wiped his tears away with my thumb and said, "Stop crying, you dork."
He giggled. It was a really cute giggle.
Gosh...I really want him.
The thunder was more distant now so it wasn't a big deal. Alexander was completely calm now.
I kissed his head then we lied down, him on top of me. It was practically 10:00PM so there was no way were were driving home.
I used my hoodie as a blanket for him and he cuddled into me. He sniffed the hoody a couple of times and I laughed. He was so cute.
"What? It smells like you..." He was blushing.
"Well the real me is right here so might as well sniff me instead, haha."
He laughed and pecked my lips softly. Then he rested his head on my chest and whispered, "Good night."
I kissed his head, "Good night, love."
||Alexander Hamilton||
I love John. I love him so much. I love how easily it was for him to calm me down, despite the storm. I loved every second it took to explain how much he loved me. It made me feel so good inside.
Only then did I realize that I wanted to spend the rest of my life with him.
Hehehe, I wonder what our wedding will look like? Or our kids!
Whoa, I'm going too far.
We haven't even done it yet!
...
Actually...
Hearing that term doesn't make me feel as embarrassed anymore. It suddenly feels...right.
Now that I've realized how much I love him and he loves me...that term just seems normal.
Am I ready to open a new chapter of our relationship?
Maybe not just yet.
But I'll let him know when I'm completely ready. And it has to be a perfect night.
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THAT WAS SO FUN TO WRITE.
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Character you'd play video games with
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-Kitty
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