It hurts so much
The pain is what I fell right now. You know the feeling that hurts so much but you want more of it. That's what I'm feeling right now. I keep giving people who hurt me second chances, maybe even more. I'm silently crying myself to sleep every night cause the pain is too much to bare. I need a shoulder to cry on, but no ones around to even consider me.

Cause baby is easy to fake a smile when you've  been doing it for awhile....

No one knows the real me...I wish they can see