I was in school on Monday and I had a free lesson which was health and social, and I was on snapchat playing with is a bit and I put wag wagn pifting what's your BBM pin. And a girl, I am not gonna name her because I know one of her friends reads this book. And she shared it to everyone and people seen it and started making fun of me and I asked a boy if he wanted to come to Cardiff with me next week so I could get to know him, because he is always saying that he wants to be my friend and I said I want to get to know you, and after asking him out people started talking about it and taking the piss out of me, saying "are you and this boy going out?" or "are you going to comic con with him?" and it got on my nerves and I didn't want to go to school and had my old thoughts back. If you didn't know I have a past of self-harming and I wanted to do it again but I have found some phone numbers which deal with self-harm thoughts and I thought that would be a good idea just in case I have them again. I'm scary if I would get judge from trying to be myself again and make friends.

DEATH OUT