Person dragged avni to a side n smashed his lips on her....at frst she was shocked but didn't break d kiss as she got to know that it was Neil....
Avni was feeling different..they kissed even before but this was different....it was lyk he were not enjoying d kiss,but trying to communicate smethng through it.....it was a lil dark area n no one could see them...he was holding her tight as if he was frightened to let her go....at frst d kiss was lil harsh but slowly it went soft....he was crushing her in his arms... suddenly avni felt wetness on his cheeks...she tried breaking but he didn't allow her...he was gng on even though she stopped responding....avni was confused, surprised...at last she was successful in beaking it as their lungs were langing oxygen.....they were panting but Neil didn't meet his eyes with her....she cupped his face n meet her eyes with his.....he was dne n couldn't take it anymore....
N:I ll be in car,pay d bill n come.with tht he left...avni was worried.she didn't get her answer.her mind was going through a lot of queries to which her neither her heart nor her brain has answers.she immediately paid d bill n left d place....she came to car running with all her might..she found him their.... sitting in front of the car in tht dark,the only way of light in tht dark was d head lights of d car....
Seeing him avni's heart ached....of course he is one who always stands for her against d world if needed but seeing him sitting their with his head in hands,his body is trembling...at last wats d thing that made him go through all dis..her heart was racing to find d answers... She immediately went near him placed d packet in car n sat beside him.
A:Neil.....
No response!!!
A:Neil....
No response....
A:Neil u r scaring me!wat happened suddenly??see ur state!!pls tell me wat happened...
N:I need u avni!!!was all he uttered after a long mode of silence...
Avni was confused at his statement!!he need her?she didn't evn understood wat he said!! probably wat did he mean by that!.
A:Neil I didn't understand!!
He broke out more...his tears were unstoppable!! without his concern she took her in her arms to sooth him,his pain!!
A:shhhh pls Neil call down!ro kyu rahe ho tum?pls mujhe batao Kya hua Hai?
N:avni...w..wo tum mujhse Doo....he didn't complete his sentence..he stopped himself n wiped his tears n got up composing himself....kuch nahi Ghar chale!!!he said as if nothing has happened!!dis broke avni's heart... seeing him struggling lyk dis was nt what avni wanted to see.just a few hrs before he was d happiest person..but now?................................. every thing was a blank even fr her...she wanted to ask him d reason fr his strange behavior but didn't dare to open her mouth..she wiped her tears n got up,both got into d car but Neil didn't strt it...she was looking blankly some where.she turned his head towards her,wiped his tears.he slowly placed his head on her shoulder holding her waist tight....she felt wetness on her shoulder..n she knew it,she knew it as his tears...
Neil in mind:don't know wats gng to come next avni but wat ever may be d situation,wat I all need is u!!but I think from tomorrow thts nt going to happen..I think I shd live only with ur memories n don't even know how many more days iam gng to live!!but all d remaining days I will live only with ur memories.no one can take ur place in my heart avni even I can't...I lv u avni I lv u but fr ur happiness I need to go away fr u!!I need to go.... (he squeezed his eyes shut n a flow of tears came out n disappeared into her dress.)where ever I am I will always see u with my heart my love!!...
The thing he don't know was d effect his dis state had on her...she was breaking frm inside, seeing him lyk dis without saying anything to her...she lifted his head up cupped his face n hugged him...if he don't want to say anything to her,she also don't want to ask him anything until he opens his mouth.....after a gd 10 minutes staying lyk tht hugging each other they broke d hug n were nw again lost in each other's eyes..she was trying hard to figure out something in his eyes but she could only find d love he had fr her n his wish to have her...he cupped her face n gave a peck on her forehead,she closed her eyes wen his lips were lingering on her forehead fr long tym....wen he left her she opened d car door n came out without speaking anything..she came to his side opened d door,held his hand n signalled him to come out...he opened d back door n made him sit inside n she also sat later..she looked into his eyes..
A:cry as much as u want but fr just a half an hour cntrl urself pls!!after that I won't stop u!okay but pls just cntrl urself fr 30 mins.pls!!I hope you can do this at least fr me!! saying dis she wiped his tears...I want u to do something will u please....
He just nodded n said:don't u have any questions in ur mind???
She gave a small smile n said:I have but I don't bother abt them at dis moment..I ll wait until u say me something ...she just gave a kiss on his forehead...Neil....(kept quiet fr few mins without looking into his eyes)pls kiss me....
Neil didn't utter a word n he lifted her chin to make her face him.....she saw straight into his eyes
Avni in mind:I know some thing is bothering u Neil but I can't see u lyk dis.i can only give u some pleasure lyk dis..I don't want to see u lyk dis Neil pls....
A:pls Neil if u dnt want to do it but I want it.i want u now.pls Neil just kiss me just lyk our frst kiss...pls...frget everything as u forgot Everything that day!!only me n u !!that's it pls...
Neil in mind:I know avni u r doing dis fr my sake...u want me to forget my pain so u r asking me to kiss u but this pain will never leave me avni it will never..but my priority is u!!fr ur sake I ll do wat ever u want just fr u!! at least to lessen ur pain..
She removed her strug n shifted herself near to him.their hearts were very fragile at dis particular moment but we're holding themselves fr each other... thinking about each other they tried to forget about everything just by connecting their lips.... thanking God fr connecting their souls fortunately or unfortunately.....that moment they were drowned into a world of bliss...with each passing second they deepened their kiss depicting their love fr each other...Neil took her into his lap in tht heat moment n she encircled her legs around his waist...Neil was lost in d moment within seconds.... making avni smile...
A to herself:I know neil,I know tht always I will be d reason fr ur pain n iam only one who could comfort u even though it's by physical connection or emotionally...I will always be there with you in ur every situation Neil..just to support u n give u some strength if though of it costs my life I don't care...I ll be there fr u n I promise...