Hey guys I'm back from my vacation. It was somewhat fun I got to spend time with my dad and my sister and my nephews. But sometimes it was stressful but I managed. Anyway something happened over there. What happened over there was I wrote a letter to all of my friends apologizing to my friends for not talking to them but I said in the letter that I didn't want to be friends with any of them anymore because I wanted to protect them. And I said goodbye. And then they started spaming my phone saying "why are you doing this and we are here for you". I didn't want to hear any of that because it made me feel weak and pity. So I didn't respond to any of them. And I had an anxiety attack about my birthday. But I was crying and freaking out and panicking and it just didn't feel right. So yea.

There's a lot more to say but I just go back this morning and I want to spend time with my dog and stuff so see ya later. Bye!