Well. Last night I apologize to 3 of my friends and I got one of them back but I don't know about the other two. But I still feel like a monster and yea. So in other news I am going away for a month and I won't be updating so yea. I'm going to my dad's in Pasadena and I will get time to spend with my dad and my sister and my nephews so that will be fun and I can finally feel like I matter. But when I come back I have some news but you'll hear about when I'm back from my trip. So anyway I have to start packing and I will try not to cut or starve myself over there and maybe when I come back I'll be better but I bet not because I have to do something I don't want to do but I have to. But that answer is for when I come back so yea.

That's for today and I will see y'all when I get back and stay your self. No matter what anyone tells you stay your self. Until next time goodbye