So this is the story of how I lost all of my friends.

It all started when I had this weird dream where my ex crush was asking me out and I said yes but when I woke up I didn't feel right about they dream because I didn't like him anymore. So I asked my friend and she said that I might still like him but I denied that statement. And the next day I still felt really weird and awkward talking to him so I didn't talk to him and I asked my friend if she can talk to him about me so I can see if the dream was real or not. So she did and that made me have the courage to text him but he didn't answer so I told my friend and she text him and he did respond so I tried to talk to him. No response. It seemed that he only wanted to talk to her and not me. That made me feel like shit because me and him were best friends and we would always hang out with each other. So I was pacing in my room back and forth to figure out why this was happening to me. And then it hit me. My friend was always better at me at everything. And she was his first crush. But when she started dating someone he came to me and acted like he liked me! And that has been happening my whole fucking life! And I was sick and tired of that always happening. And so when I called her out she got all of our friends against me so they were all saying I should apologize to her! But for what!?!?! She's the one who ruined my life! She's the one everyone loves!! And I wasn't going to take that anymore! So I started fighting with all my friends to defend my self but NO! They all hate me even know they treated me like shit. Not giving a damn about weather I love or die!

So that's the story and I'm still crying myself to sleep every night so yea. Sorry for not updating last night it was kinda rough with all of this happening and stuff. But yea I guess I will see you later. Bye