Well today went really bad because I got in a fight with my best friend and that caused me to lose my other friends so know I'm alone writing this stupid book because I thought it would make me feel better talking about my feelings. It's just... *sigh* I don't know what to do with my life. And I just want to end it. I have no friends, no family who doesn't care about me, and I just don't feel right. I just feel like going to my room and sit in my bed and cry myself to sleep. I did that last night. So I don't know what to do. I'm just sick and tired if people treating me like shit and I just want to end it all. I just don't want to live ANYMORE!!! I just really need a shoulder to cry on and tell me that everything will be ok but it's not!!! I just wanna die!!...

Well that's today. I might up date later. If I'm still alive. But... I just feel like I'm not wanted in this world.
So yea. Leave a comment or something. Idk but I might I will try to read it but. I just feel like no one cares about me. So I guess this is goodbye until I update...