Hello my kitties, Syd here, and this is not anything that will keep me from being online, but it's something that I feel I should mention. Since school started, I got to hang out with many of my friends again, and I got to enjoy the good times in class. And there's Wattpad, which I seem to happy all the time, but really, I'm slowly dying inside. It's not an illness or anything, nor is it a death in the family. But it's just how people think of me. My "friends" seem to ignore me and act as if I don't exist. And when they do notice me, they just....frown and stare. Now, it may not sound like a big deal to some people because they have other friends, well not me. In school, I am a quiet student, but when my wild side kicks in, I can get really weird and annoying. And that's why many people don't want anything to do with me and why I have very few true friends. Same thing happens on here, when I'm role playing with a friend, sometimes I feel like they don't want me around at the moment, I know some people say it isn't someone on Wattpad, but I can't help but think they're just saying that to not make us feel bad. And then there's minecraft, I act like a total prick on there, I can't help but comment on something someone said and this is what I get "Shut up!" I hate being told to shut up when I only said one thing, and many people judge me for my username or the random thing I say in the chat. I go on minecraft to escape my real life struggles and have fun, but I get a bunch of criticism and bullying, I just...hate it. I understand they don't know how hard my life is already, but that doesn't mean they can use me as an easy target, considering I'm short-tempered. I can get mad easily and people should understand that, I was born like this,  not everyone has to be the same! Guys, if you're being a jerk to someone, think about who they are, think about what their real life may be like, they could be an orphan at a foster home for pete's sake! Everyone is different, you have no right to judge them for who they are or what they do on this site. I know their are some people I have been short-tempered with, but that was just me getting mad, like I do a whole lot. Give me a break please! Anyway, I just wanted to point this out that I'm not always Little Miss Happy all the time, I have a very sensitive heart, and I can get hurt easily. And don't just do this with me, do it with everybody. We are all equal.