I'm in such a depressed/angry mood right now 'cause I keep thinking of that idiot boy that used to like so much. I hate him so much now and I don't wanna talk to him ever again honestly.

Then I also keep thinking about this thing that Jennifer told me about Michael. I don't wanna straight up say it 'cause I don't wanna admit it, but let's just say Michael is longing for something and I am too, but I can't have it because there's something that's preventing me from it (my emotions).