So I'll write about the events of today tomorrow cuz why not

What I actually came here to write about is old memories. Oh my god, they're terrible because they're nice. So I went onto my pictures and looked at the pictures from a year ago and it had conversations from me and Jennifer (conversations about her being stupid with a towel rack), pictures of my old squad, and just old shit from when we were all so close. It even had stuff from middle school (Jacob and Richy "holding hands"). 

And it just got me like wow cause things have changed so much. I haven't talked to Jacob and Richy since middle school and we're about to start our junior year. The last time I talked to Jennifer was June 29 and it was only like a 2 message conversation. I have a streak with Dahleigh but that's about it. And me and Brionne are still friends, but things aren't really the same between us after we split up for all that time. 

Like damn bro. There was a point in time where I would talk to these people 24/7. We were the closest of friends and now it's almost like we're strangers. That's fucking depressing. Like shit, maybe to some it's not a big deal but to me, this is just sad as hell. I would've died for these people a year ago, and now I don't even know if we're considered friends. Damn, just damn.

But you know I do have new friends now, like Tori. Rn I'd die for Tori and it's kinda sad to think that maybe in a year we could have split up too. Damn. 

But I mean, I know friendships can last. Me and Brionne are still friends, even if things aren't the same. We've been friends since 7th grade and hopefully we'll be friends in the future. 

Me and Arturo are still friends after all this time and that's pretty dope because most people would hate each other if they were us. Idk, me and Arturo are the kinda friends that can just talk about life and it's kinda a relief for me because there's not many people I can do that with. So yeah, hopefully we're friends in the future. 

Stephen and I still talk after all this time. Jeremiah too. We have a group chat with Brionne called "Old Squad" and it's cool. 

I have a streak with Jon and we have conversations here and there. 

Idk dude, the more I think about it, the more I realize that's friendships are fragile and they don't always last. That's why you just gotta cherish the ones that do, ya feel?