Hey, guys long time no read. I and my girlfriend Alex are doing amazing. We are going meet for the first time in one week. I can't wait to see her because she makes me so happy. There so much I want to do but I very little time. I don't care I have her. I just hope my family loves her because I'm so crazy about her.
               My dad was doing really good. Now he not too well. I just hope it gets easier because of it so hard because I'm crying every day about this stupid cancer shit. I talk to Alex about it usually but she been working. That when I usually cry and let it all come out. My dad was telling me it always good to cry than to hold it in.
                 My mom had surgery few week ago. It to help her lose weight. This is the happiest I ever saw her in years. I love seeing her like this. She hates that she can't eat real food for a while. I'm always going be there for her because she finally doing something for herself.
                 My uncle Tommy is still doing so bad. His cancer hit is liver. He was doing hardcore treatments to hopefully to get away. That not working because of he back into the hospital. My mom visits him 12/16/17 and said he doing really well. She he unhappy because he can't eat food until they find out what wrong.
                  Then there me. Yes, a lot of things been happening to me. My best friend did something so bad that made me feel like she not thinking. I and Alex are fighting. I keep getting scared of her coming up here so I'm freaking out. I don't want to fuck thing up. Then school making me stress. My dad has been a dick. My mom has been worrying about things she shouldn't be. My slinging been fighting me.
    Merry Christmas just in case I don't get on again. Love you all. Goodnight or good morning.