I always love them when they're sad, but they never love me when I'm sad. But still, I can't help but go back to them. I wish I could stay with the one who's my actual good friend. The one who didn't betray me unlike the other 5 girls....I wish I could start ignoring the 5 girls, but I can't...I'm emotionally attached to them....it's hard...so hard...I wish I had someone to vent my feeling to about....I can't do it with the good friend of mine...because I'm not emotionally attached to her...I wish I was...I wish I continued liking her...I wish I didn't hate her just because the other 5 girls told me to...now she(my good friend) has become so quiet, unlike her usual personality...I wish I didn't change that....I wish I could just go back to her and....apologize....I wish I could stay with her...but I can't...because I don't know if she trusts me anymore....