It has occurred to me that since I am not longer attempting anything remotely that involves me to be all here mentally, hilarious to think that I am but let's humor that, I ought to go off caffeine after nearly two decades on the stuff.

I can literally rot for a few weeks, a few months, how long it takes to finally get off of this shit. I have tried for years, but I thought that it made me a worse writer if I did which was nonsense.

In any case, my sleep is terrible, stomach is weird, my teeth are fucking yellowing even after brushing. I look like Jax from The Amazing Digital Circus with how yellow they are getting.

Okay that's an exaggeration. If they were that yellow I'd never be smiling like that. What is it with yellow teethed characters that always smile? Is that a trend or have I been getting glimpses into my future.

So anyway I poured the rest of my cup down the drain. What spurred this is feeling in poor condition in general. And what I've said above, because I'm alright with sucking and feeling like crap for a while.