What I eat in a day, and what I will have in the near future after I accumulate some more money off of mobile games.

Well typically I'll have eggs in the morning. Sometimes I include toast. We have an air fryer as well and I occasionally like to make bacon. That's breakfast.

Lunch, a sandwich. I'm mixing it up now with instant ramen. If I have to eat another sandwich I'm going to kill myself. 

Onto dinner. Yeah most of the time we either have spaghetti or like pizza. Or hamburgers. It's immaculate that I'm not a fat fuck. I'm skinny fat basically. Sometimes we have fish and broccoli and eat healthy.

At least we aren't getting fast food. I guess store-bought that you have to cook yourself is an improvement from what a lot of Americans do, basically eat total garbage breakfast lunch and dinner.

One thing nice about being NEET is that I have a lot of time. I at least cook and clean for my family. I wish that I could be my boyfriend's househusband. I don't just sit on my ass like the stereotypical hiki.

Tendies are just a meme to me. Although I do love fried chicken and we have an oil frier, so that's fun for popcorn chicken and stuff like that.

But yeah a lot of beans and rice too. It's really cheap and I guess I should be more grateful that my diet isn't complete shit like most Americans who have blown up to the size of houses from eating trash.

I get a lot of fruit in too. Insert gay joke.

My blood runs thick with mozzarella sticks. I need to start working out again.

Okay, things I want when I get a bit more money. I have tried mochi ice cream in the past and liked it quite a lot, so I want to try regular mochi. Our Kroger doesn't sell those, and the stores around here don't carry them I don't think.

Amazon is my lord and savior. I didn't have any way of paying for stuff except physical cash until this year, being a total degen laying down and rotting, but recently I got a state ID and a Chime card, so the world is my oyster, within reason.

I want to get regular old mochi. So many flavors! Sesame, red bean paste, matcha, peanut, chocolate, strawberry, that purple stuff.

The next thing I want is order a twelve pack of PBR I know the cheapest shittiest beer you could buy, just to crack open a cold one before I record my videos. I don't care about quality to me it's just to get my mind off of depression and my own problems, maybe make recording a bit more fun.

Although narration is already a lot of fun, what if I did it while slurring, you know? I don't know. That could be fun. Or just have a beer and watch TV because while I'm sober, for whatever reason I can't enjoy anything unless it's the same few things I'm already into or else my mind will just start racing and I can't focus on what I'm watching.

I don't know if alcohol will lubricate that or if I just don't get into many shows. It might be a good thing that I don't otherwise I would fall down rabbit holes and never come out of fantasy land. I don't read anymore or get into many things now.

Nothing looks good except for very few things that I can't share with anyone because I don't know anyone else personally with the same interests, which is pretty isolating even when I was regularly surrounded by people, but that's off-topic anyway.

Me and my bro used to get those colt 45s and king cobras just to get wasted. I don't want to do that. I don't want to fuck up my life any more than it's already fucked by getting wasted every night like I used to, wasting years of time more like it.

My life isn't going to turn into Stella by All Time Low again. I was thinking about the Stella Cidre glass I have because I also liked cider back in the day. I'd use that to break up the taste of cheap shitty beer.

Maybe I should get some Stella actually. I've tried their beer. It's good. I mean if I'm only going to have one or two sometimes, I may as well get something better than Pabst. I have a lot of self-control.

I do. People who can never deny themselves and just consume like pigs actually disgust me. I was just really aimless and even more depressed in my twenties and just wanted to run away from stuff.

Anyway this is getting really off topic again. My brain, so random...

I want to buy a whole honeycomb because I fucking adore honey. No stores stock that around here which is a little weird. I mean it might not be that common to buy compared to that fake corn syrup shit, but honey is somewhat of a basic staple to put on stuff.

Again, Amazon, my fucking hero my knight in shining armor, has honeycomb one click away, along with other lecherous things. Like I said I'm a degenerate.

I just thought maybe I should try a pack of Cubans but I haven't smoked in years. I don't know if I want to get back into the habit of that. I've always just smoked cigarettes though. The one time I had a cigar it was one of those horrible Swisher Sweets, the grape-flavored ones you see in the liquor store.

This is maybe getting away from food and more into fun.

I want to get a really nice coffee maker, the Keurig 2 in 1 with the iced coffee feature. It's a hundred dollars. Then I'll get an 80 or 100 pack of K-cups so they last for a good while in our home.

That's food right? Sort of, not really. Sorry I'm not a big foodie. I just like novelty stuff I haven't tried yet. Good quality things. Things you can't just get off any shelf and hork down like a pig. I like to appreciate things.