Please help me ,I'm suicidal because I feel like no one cares ,I feel like my boyfriend doesn't care or my sis and I asked her for help but she can't ,everyone is disappointed in me for everything  I do ,I don't want to live anymore I take more pills then I should and it dose nothing when I say a poisonous seed that could kill me ,I wanted to eat it ,I want to die ,one day I told my mom that I'm depressed and told her some or it and she said I was over thinking life like what the fuck and then she cares for summer more then me ,she almost killed tomus and yet I fake kick him my mom gets mad ,I don't think she cares anymore ,It hard to truly smile again,I cried at school and my sister was close to me yet she never saw the tears ,dose anyone care anymore ,are my nightmares coming to true with I ever overdose ,will I ever die ,I don't know