So I finally know my feelings and I have been in love with this guy for a long time we'll like two years and I dated him for a month or 2 and I want to be with him ok I love him he is my best friend and I want to know his true feelings for me and ugh he has this "girlfriend " ,I did that because she is a fake and a brat ,want to kill her but he is with her and he only wants her to be happy but I don't get it I've known him longer and I told him last year that I loved him but he doesn't get it ,I want to be with him but I don't want him in the drama ,you know because I'm suicidal ,ugh I hat and love love ,it's to painful