I give up on to Much crap ,I starting to up on living I need help please can someone give me reasons to stay ,I'm in so much pain and no one can see it ,my dad doesn't like the new me and my mom acts like she doesn't give a crap anymore I told her I was depressed but she said I'm overlooking things to much ,at paddling I have a new family and they all think I'm this happy 13 year old girl ,they are nice but what would happen if they saw ,I'm a baka ,my dad told me if he ever caught me cutting he would ground me ,I m trying so hard not to cut or overdose ,please someone help me please