Hey people I'm clara ,I have a hard time with life so I will tell you guys about it so let's go to the beginning .

In 1st grade I was at Wilcox and it was fun I had a lot of friends ,and people were nice to me ,I loved it I wanted to go to school then I started to get bullied ,and the time it wasn't bad ,people would say things like "stupid ,and idiot"

I got used to it and that year went by fast

In 2nd grade nothing much happen to me.

Then came the worst year of my life 3rd grade ,so my teacher was so mean to me ,she would say things like "shut up you stupid halli ,your parents don't care about you" so yeah and she would help a kid that would draw thing like me dead ,my head on a knife and it scared me ok 3rd grade was bad ,I lost a lot of my friends ,it got so bad that one night I went and grabbed a knife and almost killed myself but someone stopped me ,it was my anti ,she died before I was born.i hate 3rd grade so yeah.

In 4th grade it was better ,I got a nicer teacher ,I still had to deal with the kids and it was still hard I lost most of my friends by that time ,I had two friends and only one would stick up for me .

In 5th it was so much better I didn't get picked on as much ,I had a nice teacher and I had 5 friends ,I liked it ,I would have crushes but when they found out they would go eww ,It hurt like hell.

6th grade ,last year ,that was fun ,I guess ,I mean I was girly and I had lots of Friends ,I feel in love and he wanted to date me but he was scared like me ,it was good and bad last year ,

Now we are here to this school year ,oh god. OK so this year has been a living hell for me,the bulling came back 100x worse ,I started cutting and know I want to die ,I have stopped cutting know I have scars and my 6th grade love is know my best friend ,I have a best friend that is like a sister that has been helping me with things .my youtube account has coused a lot of stress on me ,I get mean and rude comments ,they hurt a lot ,I had a boyfriend for three months and I broke his heart and now he is mean to me and it's killing me I want me and him to be Friends I don't want a relationship right now ,so this is my life ,it is total crap ,for my family I have my mom and dad ,two sisters and one brother so yeah I'll tell you peeps what happens one days ok bye sweet nightmares!