Hey guys ,so I know it's been a while and yeah

So um well my life is ,I don't even know anymore so that mika guy I always talk about is like my brother-oh and I'm in 8th and it's not always fun ,um well I was in the talent show and I lost but guys one thing that I am happy about other then the new year but it's that I fell in love ,no like for real this time ,she is the most beautiful and amazing girl ever and I really do love her but she won't ,I think it's that I try to hard or that-idk I just want her to be my girlfriend ,and yes I am a girl ,I'm bi if you don't know ,but yeah and also I'm turning 15 this year ,ok bye guys love ya