You know how everyone has somewhere where they belong at school? Everyone has their own click... Their own friends to sit with and hang out with at lunch, a certain group they fall into?

Well... I don't...
And I've never felt lonelier.
I try and sit with different groups at lunch, but none of them really interest me. I'm ignored and no one really talks to me...
I feel alone at school most of the time.

And I know that I have friends... But I never get to see them anymore. They're in a different team, or have a different schedule. They've moved somewhere different, or gone to a different school. Either that or they have friends of their own... Their own clicks, that I never seem to fit into.

When we're reading I'm never asked to read, when I raise my hand in math my teacher never calls on me even if I'm the only one with their hand raised... So I just draw.
I don't mind being pushed to the side a lot, but during lunch it sucks...
I have no friends to sit with at lunch.
I try and sit with different people,
But it's not the same...
Not the same as that one group I sat with... The few people who actually get me.
We enjoy the same things, but now I can't sit with them anymore, and I never get to interact with them.
The only one who I never see... But still cares... It Megan.
I wanted to thank you, for saying hi whenever you could.
I still see a few of that group
During
But it's not the same
Not the same as when we used to sit together at lunch
When my life was never so plain...

I guess I'm part outsider
That's where I belong
I'll whip away my tears
Scape away the lonely feeling stinging my eyes and weighing my hart.
Because I still have that one group.
The one I've longed to be in from the start...