So my life in a nutshell rn: My parents are getting divorced, people who bullied me again are back at it again, people who I trusted seemed to have joined with the people who bullied me, my best friend who I usually talk about in this book is becoming distant, I only have basically one friend who I can talk to about this kind of stuff, and I'm being pulled in a bunch of choir drama shit. 

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When I was looking for my computer in my mom's room a couple of days ago, I found it buried under Final Divorce papers. I looked through them and they were legit. Everything was filled out. I mainly thought about it and why they would that night and thought it was pretty obvious that either it would happen calmly now or some drama shit would happen and it would end with a Big Bang. 

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Last year, people used to bully me. One big incident that happened last year was that some people who I used, USED to consider friends wanted to see my feet since I always wear boots and never sandals or anything like that. So I showed them and they called me monkey feet because I have long toes. One girl, T. (For tramp, lol), basically chased me around the locker room with her phone on a social media. I ran into a bathroom stall with my shoe and sock, put them on then walked out the stall, grabbed me stuff and walked out the locker room. One girl who kinda saw what happened, R., who I filled the gaps about what happened, wanted to beat them up for it. I was kinda amazed since we didn't know each other that well and all.  I began to trust her after that.

Yesterday, R. asked me to come into the choir practice room, I was in the middle of a good chapter on Wattpad so I declined and she told me it would only take a minute. I decided that I might as well so she would leave me alone after I did for a minute and I can finish my chapter. When I got to the door, I saw/remember seeing four people, two of which were the people who bully me, both with a big smirk on their faces, R. and someone else who knew about and took my side in the locker room incident, let's call her B. B. called me her best friend as I walked to the door. R, the same person who wanted to beat up the people who bullied me about my "monkey feet" asked me to show them my toes. Knowing what that meant, I slammed the choir practice room shut and walked back to the area of floor I was sitting on before R interrupted me from the juicy chapter I was reading. I knew two things when I sat down: 1) they were talking about me and 2) that B and R let them talk about me and wanted to bring that incident up again. 

....so it's not a HUGE paragraph...

The people who bully me, K and T, earlier on this school year T flipped me off and they both snickered about it when I just shrugged and said 'Ok', they keep giving me these judging looks and they even pushed me in the hallway when they saw me reading. No, I didn't movie cliche fall down and a dude helped me pick up my things and at the end of the movie we are the "perfect couple". I kicked T, keeping my eyes on my book and muttered a couple things she wouldn't liked to have heard. In summary I muttered 'Fuck you bitch'. Sometimes T. comes up to me and says 'Why are you being so mean to me?' I just shrug and think 'What? You want me to talk to you again just so you can pick on me easier?'

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"My ultimate best friend" has been becoming distant for a couple of weeks now. I don't know what happened but we just stopped hanging out together. She's not much of a texter so I can't really text her after school and stuff. She used to always know something was up just by looking at me but now *shrugs* She still doesn't know about my parents or about any of this. She's just disappearing from my life and I'm not really sad about it or anything. It's weird. I thought I would but something happened I guess. I don't think I'll move in with her after Highschool, I'll just move in with my boyfriend now. That's good news for him and now knows about this if he reads it.

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There's not really much to say about the one friend thing but she's a good friend. I like her a lot. I let her in about a bunch of stuff in my life. She really likes Yaoi and so do I. 

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Just a bunch of drama that I don't to be pulled into but apparently I am a "witness". I don't want to be pulled into whatever I am being pulled into because I already have a lot that's going on and  stressing out about girl drama isn't one of the things I want on my plate.

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Let's end on a good note

I love BNHA