Hey y'all, Jane here. Uh, there is something I want to talk about and this is about why I have not been updating my stories. A couple months ago I found out that i have depression. I don't know how bad it is but i haven't had any thoughts of suicide (thank god) but i have been feeling really down, lonely, sad, tired, and depressed and this is because i have no motivation for what I want to do in my future and with my stories.

Then I found out that my dad had hairy cell leukemia and that was hard to deal with but it's been getting better. So to be honest I haven't had any motivation and I lack accomplishing goals and it has all been hard for me to concentrate. So I don't know what I'll be doing next as far as working on my stories and publishing chapters will go. So I hope y'all can forgive me for not updating. I want to finish these badly but i cant if I don't have the motivation that i need to push me forward.

Another recent thing came up yesterday, my closest and best friend moved away for college. I'm feeling really upset because she and I laughed at everything, and I mean everything. We did a lot of things together and got together when we could. And so far this year has not been that great for me. So I am not totally sure what I will write for my chapters and stuff but i have been thinking about doing therapy and getting help so I can feel motivated again. Again I'm sorry for not updating when I want to. I know in the past I have said that i will update once a week, well that's going to change. I will now update when I can and have the opportunity. Because apparently a lot of things come up in my family so I feel like I never have chance to update. So the next time I have an opportunity, I will take the first chance I have and update a chapter.

Sorry for keeping y'all waiting. I know y'all hate that. But again I will update when I have the first chance I get. So thanks for being patient with me and your willingness to understand what I'm going through. Love y'all!