wow...a lot has happened since the last time i wrote back in January i believe. in March, a friend of mine, named Robbie, that i haven't talked to in years found me on Facebook and we started talking. we met when i was 9 and he was 6. i had moved into his neighborhood and we became friends. about a year and a half later, he had to move. i never knew where. well, in march, we talked and i found out he lives in the same town as Jake from school. about an hour away. while talking one day, he confessed that before he moved, after he got to know my personality, he had a huge crush on me. i was completely surprised. i was oblivious to it the entire time. he said that the feelings are still there. a few days later he asked me out. i said no cause i didn't know him as well as i did when we were younger. he might have changed since then. and also, i don't want a relationship right now anyway. i have to focus on my schoolwork.  he was fine with it and we continued talking. April came and i turned 17 on the 22nd. then in may, school ended and us teens hung out at McDonalds for the last time until August. i hung out with some friends in June, then in July, my parents went to Seattle, Washington for a week to visit my moms brothers. my Uncles are amazing. i love them. anyway, i was still talking to Robbie at this time but i was also talking to another friend of mine named Terence. some things happened with Terence and i (not bad things, but just a disagreement) and we don't talk as much anymore. Robbie and I talked more and we are like best friends. (i have too many best friends...Natalie, Olivia, Robbie, David...i know there's more than that though) It's Robbie's birthday today! he is now 15! they grow up so fast...lolz. in August i told Robbie that i had to go to a Youth Conference for a week without internet and he was sad that we wouldn't be able to talk. i had a lot of fun at the Youth Conference though. the preachers were awesome, i especially liked Dean Miller and Kenny Baldwin. we went to Kentucky Kingdom which was okay. not as fun as Kings Island though. (Kentucky Kingdom and Kings Island are Amusement parks) about halfway through the day of being in Kentucky Kingdom, it rained. most of the rides closed, but we didn't mind cause we rode on most of them anyway. we hung out under a roof of a building taking pictures and talking and it was awesome. then, after we got home, school started and i am now a senior...i graduate this year. then off to Commonwealth Baptist College in Kentucky. I wanted to go to Shawnee Baptist in Kentucky, but it closed down. Robbie wants me to go to one closer to where he is, like Fellowship Baptist College in Indiana, but i have my heart set on Commonwealth. anyway, its now September and I'm loving my classes. i started taking two classes that i didn't need cause i had already taken all my math and science that i needed, but i wanted to see how i would do in Physics and Trigonometry/Pre-Calculus. Physics didn't work out very well, but, Trigonometry/Pre-Calculus is going great! i had to drop Physics otherwise i would've failed. its too bad, Science was always my favorite class. my schedule is: Keyboarding, Bible, American Government, Speech, (Lunch and break), Trigonometry/Pre-Calculus, English, then Study Hall. other than that, we moved to a house that we know own. my room is smaller but i don't mind. also, i have deeply fallen in love with Tom Felton...hes the actor who plays the gorgeous Draco Malfoy on Harry Potter. i know what your thinking...'Malfoy? what do you see in that stupid idiot?' ill tell you. bravery, courage, misunderstanding, and love. He is brave and courageous because he stood in front of Voldemort. sure, he was afraid, who wouldn't be, but, he did it. he is completely misunderstood. he wanted to have his father be proud of him. his father never showed him love like he deserved. sure he got expensive stuff, but that's because his parents were rich. he was raised to treat others that way. he didn't know any other way to deal with his emotions. he got the Dark Mark to make up from his fathers mistake, to make his father proud, and most importantly, to protect his mother. he loves his mother. he didn't want her hurt. so he took the Dark Mark to protect her. that's where the love comes in. he might not say it or show it, but he also loves his father. he also loves Hogwarts. he wanted to be on the good side. you could tell by his eyes. (those gorgeous silver-blue eyes...sorry, back to what i was saying) he hated being a death eater. he hated being on the wrong side. he hated what he had to do in 6th year. (he hated having to hug Voldemort), but he did it for love. his mothers love. he loved her and wanted to protect her. that's why i love Draco Malfoy. i hope I've changed your viewpoint a little of Draco. if i didn't, then that's okay. (i will hunt you down with a spoon) lolz, anyway, that's pretty much all i wanted to say. thanks for reading!

Just a little something i came up with during break at school...i love making poems.
                                  

             The Bad Boy

I fell in love with a bad boy

His silver eyes hold a glare,

Bright blond hair like an alloy

I melt when I see him stare

Hes proud and rude

and everyone fears him,

But hes misunderstood

He really isn't too grim

He was raised foolishly

Was never given a toy,

He can love too you see (originally 'Walking around orderly' but i changed it cause it didn't sound right)

His name is Draco Malfoy.