A/N: Dick is trying his best and Jason is doing his hardest to help out his big brother.
-Jason was/is Robin. Tim, Cass and Damian are too young so they aren't in the whole hero business.

*contains self harm!*

Gotham City| Saturday 10 A.M.

The weekend.
A break from school was what everyone one needed. It took a bit of pressure off of Dick's shoulders, only to add a different kind of pressure. That was, putting on his Nightwing suit. Jason who was Robin, he did miss going out on patrol but he also did enjoy the break from the stress that came along with that suit.

Jason woke up and remembered that he heard Dick come back home late from patrol last night, so when he rolled over he had hoped to see his big brother finally getting some rest he both needed and deserved.
But Dick was nowhere to be found within their bedroom so he headed out to the living room to see what his siblings where up too, and most importantly check up on Dick, because he hasn't been doing so well and Jason was extremely worried about him. Knowing that his big brother, Dick, was self harming scared the living crap out of him, he just wanted Dickie to be alright. He wanted to help him but he wasn't really sure how to and he didn't want Dick to freak out and put himself into more danger.
"Hey Dickie bird" said Jason in the door way. Dick turned to him and smiled widely at him.

"Hey Jay, do you want something to eat?" asked Dick and Tim sat up and held his hand up in the air.
"ME! I do Dick!" said Tim who smiled up at him.
Jason shrugged his shoulders and walked over and sat beside Dick, with Tim on his other side, Cass in his lap because moments ago Dick was doing her hair, and Damian was at his feet coloring.
Dick nodded his head and stood up.

As soon as he rose to his feet, the room began to spin like crazy. Dick felt very lightheaded and as if his body was a thousand pounds. He squeezed his eyes tightly shut trying to get the room to hold still as he tried to make his way to the kitchen.

Dick a few steps forward before his eyes rolled into the back of his head and he was swallowed up in darkness.
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Jason leaned back on the couch as he watched Dick get up and head off towards the kitchen but Dick stopped half way and stood still for a moment.
Jason lean forward trying to see Dick's face but couldn't really. Then Dick took a few steps forward and Jason thought nothing of it, until Dick all of a sudden fell to the ground.

Jason jumped straight onto his feet, his green eyes wide.
"DICK!?!?!" screamed Jason as he dashed over towards his big brother, who laid very still upon the floor.

His knees slammed down against the hard wood floor as Jason quickly went to Dick. His pressed his fingers against his neck in search for a pulse. At first Jason cannot find one and he began to panic his mind racing almost forgetting to breathe himself. But eventually he felt the slight sensation the pulse Dick's neck. Jason shut his eyes and exhaled loudly.

He then turned to face Tim and Cass who were scared out of their minds right now.
"Timmy, take Dami and Cass to your room and stay in there til I get you!" Jason yelled as he quickly moved to grab his cell phone. Jason called for help right away. The phone was pressed heavily against his ear as he waited, he then spotted his younger siblings in the same spot.

"Tim now!" yelled Jason and Tim nodded his head quickly and grabbed ahold of Damian's hand and pulled him towards his room with Cass silently trailing behind.
Jason exhaled and looked down upon Dick. As he told the emergency operator what had happened he waited for the ambulance to arrive at the apartment hopefully in time to help Dick out.

"Please be okay Dickie, please!" thought Jason.

It felt like forever waiting for the ambulance to arrive, and the whole time, Dick didn't wake up the entire time he waited.
Jason kept growing more worried about it, so he began shake Dick, attempting to wake his big brother up, to reassure him that everything was going to be alright because he was scared to death right now and knew he would be totally and completely lost without Dick in his life, hell they all would.
For Dick was the one who held everything together, made it all okay and right and seeing him like this shook everything lose, make the ground he and they stood upon shake.

Jason pulled his hand away from Dick's shoulder, his hand covered in red.
Dick's blood.

Jason's eyes widen and he quickly yanked upon Dick's T-shirt to see a poorly wrapped shoulder, the bandages now soaked red with his blood. He pulled the bandage back to see Dick's injury...a bullet wound.

Jason rolled his eyes. "He must have gotten shot last night as Nightwing on patrol. Damn him! Why didn't he say something? Why didn't he let me help him ou!?! Geez...he doesn't always have to be strong all the time. Dickie bird... You drive me nuts and I'm so sorry about it all. Sorry that your life has been so rough and difficult." thought Jason.

Now, with Dick's shirt off, he could see his cuts upon his wrists and Jason leaned forward and laid his head against the rising and falling of Dick's chest.

When the ambulance finally arrived they took Dick away, leaving Jason standing there still with Tim standing behind him, gripping tightly onto him, with Cass on the other side of him with tears falling from her eyes.

They all were worried, scared and feeling lost.
Not knowing what was going to happen next or what to do. Jason just kept seeing Dick fall to the ground, the blood on his hand and the cuts upon his amazing, strong big brother's wrist.

"Please! Please be okay Dick! I can't... I can't do this without you. I don't want to... I can't! I would be so lost without you in my life. Be okay Dickie bird.... Please" Jason thought as a single tear ran down his face.

He...they all just wanted Dick here right now, here and okay.

Their next move was head to the hospital, but things didn't go easy for any of them when they step threw the hospital doors.