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I looked at the pie in the oven and it was almost done so while I wait I decided to clean up the giant mess I made. I heard Grace laugh and walk into the kitchen with Jackson. They had their school backpacks on. Huh they must've just got home.

"Oh hey Kris what smells so good?" she grabbed a rag and help clean the counters while Jackson put the dishes in the sink. "Apple pie of course! You know mom's old recipe... I mean I know I've been back almost a month now.. but it's the first time I've felt comfortable here and it's 'Pig Out Sunday!' You remember we have to eat tons of junk food and watch movies. Plus it's my first full moon since being back we are going shifting later right? Of course we are we always do but, I figured we'd pig out then go run to work off all the food we eat."

She shyly smiled down at her hands and looked up at me with concern "all of that sounds epicly awesome and I would totally love every minute of that but..but um we have this huge chemistry test tomorrow that we really need to study for so I was going to skip the shift tonight I'm sorry. Can you save me a slice of pie? you know that's my favorite." Her big doughy brown eyes pleaded and I sighed softly. I really wished we could spend the day together ever since I've been back I feel like we're are growing apart more and more each day.

"yeah sure Gracie I should have asked if you were going to be busy before today sorry and it's all good I'll save you some." her smile grew and her eyes brighten back up "Yay! Thanks Kris I'll see you later we've got to get studying" she grabbed Jackson's hand and left to go upstairs. Just as they were out of view the oven ringed signaling the pie being finished.

45 minutes later~

I sat slumped over the kitchen table eating the pie straight from the pan. I've already eaten half of it. even though Grace isn't here to pig out with me doesn't mean I can't on my own. Nick strolled in looking insanely happy "Hey Kris, Maria made a pie? that's awesome and it smells amazing. Share" he pulled up a chair next to me and took my fork and ate some. He didn't even ask, he just gonna take my food, so rude "Oh damn, I was right this is so awesome did she only make one?" I smiled a little bit and he ate more.

"She didn't make this one, I did. It was for Grace and I but she's busy" he cocked his head to the side "what do you mean, is it really that bad that she's busy?" I just shrugged "well of course she can be busy but I.. I don't know I just feel like since I've been back we've become even more distant... you know we use to have this thing "Pig Out Sunday's" it was a tradition we used to do with our Mom but we kept it going even after she was gone. We would eat tons of junk food and just chill and hangout it was my only day I got to actually relax and it was fun plus tonight is my first full moon in a while. I just wanted to share that with her again. I guess she's just growing up but I don't want to accept that she'll always be my goofy little sister" he nodded and smiled into the pie tin "you make an amazing pie and I'm sure Grace would love to be with you tonight but since she can't, I will. It's not like I was doing anything tonight anyway"

I shook my head "No no Nick it's all good I'll just forget it I can shift any day and I kinda want my pie back so..." I tried to take my fork back and he growled "No I don't want you to miss the full moon. I still remember what it was like on full moon night, it's just feel different then shifting on any other day, it's more special and please I need this Kris it's really good don't take my pie" I roll my eyes Is he serious ugh he's such a baby. Since he had already eaten most of what was left, I wasn't going to take it from him.

Roman walked into the kitchen and sniffed around "What is that smell? it's wonderful" Nick held up the pie and Roman smiled "I want some don't eat it all Nicholas" Nick grunted, "Go away Mine!" "No Nicholas, stop being childish and I am your Maker so I command you." Roman grabbed the pie and flashed over and got another fork and ate it happily while Nicholas complained, "Roman I called it you can't just take my food, and you can't pull the I am your Maker bullshit!"

I just laughed to myself they are just like two 5 year old boys which is insane because they are well over my own age. They chased each other around trying to get the pie from one another but it just looked like a blur from how fast they were going. Roman had the last bite of the pie on his fork and grinned at Nick while he ate it. "You are such a ass Roman!" he punched him across the face and Roman barely turned and seemed unfazed because he just laughed "Oh come now Nicholas you being aggressive isn't very becoming of you" Nick pouted slightly and sat next to me again. " I get why you hate the guy, he's a selfish ass!" he was talking to me but his comment was directed at Roman. 

Roman looked a little confused. He was probably wonder why Nick thinks I still hate him. Which is true I still do,sorta, don't get me wrong but it's just a little less.. I mean the guy did see me cry which no one ever does. I never told Nick about the mess that happened with Roman and I a few weeks ago when I cried and got a little tipsy from the wine. Anyway since then Roman and I have been alright guess, maybe a little awkward at times but we don't really talk much. It's pretty easy to avoid people in this giant place, but were not necessarily avoiding each other at least I don't think so...

"You guys are both childish and I have to make another one anyway because I forgot to save Grace some before you two ate the last of it. "  

"Good I want some more, I barely ate any. You never answered we going out tonight?" I pondered for a minute. It won't be the same but I guess he could come with me. " Sure why not, Roman would you like to join us. Grace usual joins me on a run but she can't so you in or not? Who knows it could be fun, I've never had two vampires before." Nick giggled to himself and Roman furrowed his brows at him in confusion "What? come on that didn't sound dirty to you guys ha you've 'never had two vampires before'  how does that not sound dirty to you.. but if you wanted to have a threesome you could've just asked. I didn't know you were so naughty in the bedroom Kris, you know I'm down for it." I instantly felt my cheeks get red. "Whats wrong with you!? Nick you can seriously make anything sound filthy! You know I didn't mean it like" I smacked his shoulder. 

Roman didn't say anything he just shook his head in disappointment towards Nick. "sure I will accompany you two, it should be fun here's hoping it will be.Thank you for allowing me to join, Miss. Rose" I chuckled drily, he refuses to just call me Kristen like everyone else. " sure thing, you're welcome Mr. Alexander " 

Nighttime~

We exited the gated mansion and were on the edge of the forest.The night air was cold and crisp and the moon ever so slowly seemed to inch its way up higher in the sky till it will eventually reach it apex. The night sky was filled with infinite, seemingly small stars but they so gracefully light up the night. I took a deep long drawn out breath, It felt like ages since I've actually taken in the night air like this.  

"So Kris when you going to shift, I'm freezing my ass off here" and there goes my moment interrupted by Nick's complaining. I rolled my eyes "You're the one that wanted to come out here with me, if it's so terrible, you can gladly walk your ass back to the house." he mumbled something under his breath. I'm pretty sure he called me a bitch but I don't even care I'm just glad to be outdoors. 

"Both of you cover your eyes" Nick got that perverted grin come over his face "You're about to get naked aren't you?" I could see Roman had the same question but was too much of a gentleman to ask such a thing. "Well yeah I'm not screwing up my clothes during this shift. Just could you cover your eyes, for once be a gentleman Nick" he held up his hands in defense and then cover his eyes. Roman had already been covering his since the mention of me getting undress.

 Right when I was about to take my shirt off Nick uncovered his eyes and started talking "Wait we can't even talk to you in your wolf form right?" I nodded "Nick you act like you weren't a wolf before, cover your eyes!" I finally was able to shift and stood in between them.

They both had big smiles. I tilted my head and Roman played with my fur "Look how adorable she looks Nicholas" I smiled and Nick nodded "She's bigger than I thought she'd be. Are you sure you don't have alpha blood because you're bigger than I remember my wolf" I shook my head and he shrugged  "Alright Nicholas should we play 'catch me if you can'?"

 "Oh I used to love that! You were so slow I caught you like a million times Roman" " yeah of course you did.... You've never caught me before Nicholas and you won't start now"

 "Really you think I couldn't? Try me Roman I'm fine beating an old man." I whined their stupid pissing contest in cutting into my time to go running. I looked up at the moon and whined again.

Nick caught on and scratched my head. "Sorry little dork but we kinda need to settle this, you're the slowest by far so whichever one you catch first loses, got it?" I wanted to bite him but instead I just growled. how dare he call me slow I could beat the both of them no problem. Roman laughed and signaled us to start on his count of 3 on his hand. 

Hours later~

We chased each for hours and it was actually really fun. I even hunted down a few rabbits which Roman wanted to keep, he said something about their blood mixes well with deer and that it's good. And Nick was definitely the slowest. I caught him as soon as we started but he claimed it was Roman who cheated and didn't give him enough time to prepare. We were all pretty tired and sat at a ridge that overlooked a nearby lake. the moonlight shined onto the calm still water leaving the messy impression of the moon's own surface.

 I laid next to Roman while Nick laid against my back. Nick spoke in a yawn, "You're so fluffy and comfortable Kris" I couldn't really respond so I just waged my tail. Roman looked down at me and smiled. He had such a nice smile, and his teeth were perfect, it's unfortunately he doesn't show that amazing smile more often.

The moonlight reflected off his golden eyes making them seem brighter. I moved a little and rest my head on his lap, he slightly tensed up in surprised but soon relaxed and rubbed my ears and I unwilling began to purr. I love my ears being rubbed. 

I just laid there admiring the view of the relaxing water. "Thank you Miss.Rose.." I was surprised he had spoken, he took a quick glance down at me then continued to stare off at the lake. "I had fun today more fun than I've had in years... It almost felt like I..." he looked back at Nick, who, had fallen asleep on my back and his smile slightly lessened but he continued "I felt like something like this wasn't even possible for me anymore. I'm sure that probably doesn't mean anything to you but I just wanted you to know I'm grateful" I nudged his hand so he'd look at me and I nodded.

 I get what he means, he's always so round up and serious all the time.Letting loose, getting to be careless for even just a few hours out of the day seems so unheard of for him. That was the whole point of today to be careless and free. I'm glad I was able to give him that chance to be more than just the serious brute in a suit. He laughed lightly and rubbed his moderately trimmed beard."so.. I guess you understood what I mean.." I nodded again and tried to stretch but Nick's head was still on my back and he was sound asleep. Roman got up and grabbed Nick's sleeping form throwing him over a shoulder, he didn't even wake up. I guess we tired him out today. "I guess I'll just carry him back... you ready?" I nodded and we began our way back into the forest to get back to the mansion. 

On the way back when we were close enough where I could see the house, I mind link Grace she said her and Jackson were still studying. We made it back and I shifted back and put a pair of shorts and a big shirt on so, I didn't have to walk through the house tracking my dirty paws everywhere. I felt rabbit fur and remanence of blood still in my teeth and Roman laughed at me because of I scrunched up my face at the feeling. It was fun hunting but now I just feels gross. 

about 12:30am~ 

I showered and got dress and decided to check up on Grace and Jackson. I wanted to give her the slice of pie she asked for so I opened her bedroom door and froze.Grace was straddled on his lap and when she saw me she tried to cover herself and climbed off him. He laid there shirtless and in pure shock clear on his and Grace's faces "KRIS! WHAT THE HELL!"  I instantly felt red hot rage coursing through veins.  I almost didn't feel the plate slip from my grasp and crash to the floor with the loud shatter of glass . The crashing noise broke me from my frozen state of anger "GET DRESSED RIGHT NOW GRACE AND GET YOUR ASS OVER HERE!" she quickly gathered her shirt and put it back on.

 " So this is studying now!? you blew me off today just so you could have sex! you've got to be kidding me little girl, you are so dead." She crossed her arms and rolled her eyes, tapping her foot impatiently. "Who cares if I wanted to have sex! You had sex younger than me!" Did she really just throw that in my face right now. "Exactly I want better for you, I've always wanted better for you, you know I don't want you to make the same mistakes I did, All I wanted was to spend one day with my sister that's all I asked, ONE DAY! "

 She growled and balled up her fist, her cheeks turning pink from embarrassment and anger. "You're being crazy! There will be a million other full moons an million other days that we could hang out! I'm NOT a kid anymore! I don't care about 'PIg Out Sundays' and you can't boss me around and try to tell me what I can and can't do! FUCK YOU! You haven't been around for 2 goddamn years Kristen and you can't just suddenly come back thinking you own me!" 

Her fist clenched tighter together turning white at her knuckles and it just made me more angry myself  " OF COURSE I HAVEN'T BEEN AROUND FOR TWO YEARS! I was locked in a cell right below your feet! while you and your little boyfriend here, got to fall in love and got to live your lives carefree blah blah complete BULLSHIT! You let me rot for two years! Till you decide you missed me, you little Bitch! You could have told Roman a thousand times not to lock me down there! Not to have your only sister lost and confused as to why I was being treat like a prisoner for no good reason.  I took care of your ass my entire damn life and took every beating and blow for YOU! I took it all so you didn't have to! You're the one thing that kept me sane in that cage hoping and praying you were alright, when you were perfectly fine living the good life with maids and butlers waiting on you hand and foot in a mansion 20 times bigger than any house we ever lived in, while I suffered. Why do I always have to be the one who has to suffer?.. When do I get to relax and be happy? huh.. answer that RIGHT NOW! You say FUCK ME? well Fuck you too! you little ungrateful dumbass BITCH!" 

She grinded her teeth "It was your own fault that you were in that cell! Maybe if you learned to close your fucking legs you wouldn't have a insane alpha trying to kill you for fucking his son! You disgusting whore!" I felt something snapped within me when she said those final words.

Before I even knew it, I had slapped her across the face so hard my hand hummed in pain and was so red it burned like fire.  We both didn't say anything it got completely dead silent I had never hit her before. I tried to open my mouth to apologize when I saw her red face and tears welling in her eyes threatening to rolled down her cheeks but no words would leave my lips. I didn't know what to say and when the first tear fell she yelled "I HATE YOU!" and grasped her face running back into her room slamming the door in my face. Damn what did I just do!? I never should have hit her, I don't know what came over me!? what is wrong with me!?  

I didn't know what to do so I just ran.. I ran outside and into the forest. I heard someone calling out to me but I just ran as fast as my feet would take me. I wanted to go back.. I wanted to go back to a moment when tonight was peaceful and relaxing and everything bad seem to melt away so I ran back to the ridge Me, Roman, and Nick sat at earlier. Everything was calm then.. Everything was peaceful.

I sat down taking deep breathes a mix of physical exhaustion and mental one. My heart ached in my chest and I felt the loud thud of my own heartbeat in my ears. I tried to wrap my head around what I had just done. I hit my poor baby sister. What kind of monster am I?... am I just like my father?  

I don't know when it happened but I guess I fell asleep out there by the lake because I woke to Grace shaking me. I was surprised to see her, she didn't say anything at first she just sat next to me and looked out at the sun rising in the morning sky.  

She had a blanket wrapped around her and opened her arm out to share. I quietly took her gesture and wrapped us both in the soft warm fabric. I didn't leave last night wearing the best of warm clothing, I just had a big t-shirt on. "I'm so sorry Kris " She didn't look at me, she still stared off at the water but her breathing was shaky like she was on the verge of tears. I wrapped my arm around her "I'm sorry too. I didn't mean to hit you.. I shouldn't have taken things that far.." she shook her head, "No you had every right.. that slap was well deserved.. afterwards of course I was mad but really it was like a slap back to reality.. I know what you did for me growing up and I..I appreciate it but I need to be more grateful to have such a amazing sister that would sacrifice her own well being for mine. Also You know I don't think you're a whore, I know you loved Sam, even though he wasn't the best guy. He still treated you with decency and I..I.." her tears finally fell and I just held her tighter. She has always been the super emotional one. She cried on my chest and sobbed out that she doesn't hate me. I cooed her crying and told her I loved her, she said she loved me too and that she was sorry she didn't let me out the cage sooner. I didn't say anything I wasn't sure how I should respond.. 

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