The Memories Of The Bad Things That Have Happened To Me Before Grade 1 In The Past Is Kind Of Blurry .. But Yeah .

I Remember Being Bullied A Lot By My Friend Before Grade 1 . We Were Still Kids , Yeah , So I Understand That She Didn ' t Understand What She Was Doing Was Wrong . She ' s Probably A Good Person Now . I Said Probably Because Even After Grade 1 I Kinda See Her Acting Negative Sometimes - But Yeah ! Hope She ' s Doing Pretty Good Today And Is A Good Person ! ;v; Please Don ' t End Up Like The Girls In My Area ( Most Of The Girls I ' ve Known In My Areas Are Bullies That Are Complete Assho - ) TvT

I Vividly Remember That I Used To Get Yelled And Slapped A Lot Too At Times By My Mother . I Got Scared Of My Mother So Much Back Then When I Accidentally Dropped A Plate And Almost Got Cut Myself By That , I ' d Rather Hide And Wish To Die Out Of Fear . It Happened When I Was At My Grandpa ' s And Grandma ' s House . When I Accidentally Dropped A Plate And Broke It , I Hid Under My Grandma ' s And Grandpa ' s Bed Until Night Time , Not Caring If There Were Spiders And Dusts Under The Bed And Not Even Caring If I Was Starving , I Was Just Scared . Then After That , I Don ' t Remember What Happened .

I Also Remember When I Tried To Get My Bike Out So I Can Go Ride My Bike , I Slipped And Hit My Chin On Some Stairs . It Was Bleeding A Lot , And I Was Crying A Lot Too . To This Day , My Chin Is A Bit Deformed From Others ' s Chins Due To That Incident ! :,D It Traumatized Past Me So Much That I ' d Avoid Stairs As Much As Possible -

Hmmm ... Yep . Those Are The Memories That I Remembered That Traumatized Me As A Kid That Isn ' t Even In 1 Grade Yet . The Other Memories Are Vivid Or Blurry Or Something , I Don ' t Know If They Really Did Happen Or Just A Part Of My Memory .

Oh Yeah , I Remember Playing This Zombie Game So Much That I Had Nightmares Where Zombies Would Chase Me And Then Eat Me When They Catched Up To Me And The Nightmares Absolutely Traumatized Me - Like , I Avoided Sleep At All Cost Lmao