You of all people I would expect to support me... You of all people, I would expect to care but you don't. You're supposed to be my "best friend" but you act like my parent. You want to control me and you can't. I love you, I swear I do but do you love me? If you did, you would simply support me instead of telling me not to do what I need to to help myself.

And you, the boy who wandered back into my life after leaving me and crushing me. You want everything to "be the same" but you've changed so much it can't. You kill me when I talk to you, hell it's part of the reason I'm never on my phone. Though, that's mostly because my phone is overwhelming these days. I just wish you wouldn't try to get so close when I'm trying to distance myself.

I'm distancing myself from everyone but none will leave me alone. I'm being surrounded and there's no escape. Please let me go, just a little.