Dear _
Dear (insert person here),
I'm sorry I cry. It's not my intentions, it's just I get stressed easily. When I get stressed I cry, so please.
Please do not tell me to stop the waterworks. I'm already trying to. When I get told to stop with the "waterworks" I start to cry more. It's not my fault!
It's just... You expect me to be strong, but since I've become a tween, up until now, while I'm a teen; you have told me so many heartbreaking things. And every time I want to ball, just ball my eyes out. You don't understand how my heart is cracked in so many places. Even the smallest yell can set me to tears.
Ever since I was 12 everyone's problems have been dropped on me. So yes, I want to cry more. It's not my fault. Sometimes I'm the only outlet someone has. That's why I'm here to help others. Few pros want to tell their parents their problems because we're scared. It's not our fault, sometimes you say something against us without knowing it and we grow scared. Scared to speak about our problems, it's those few unintentional things that break people the most. Now they know your honest opinion and they are scared...
You can't expect me to be happy all the time because I won't be and it isn't my fault. I get stressed easily because sometimes I over think, it's not my fault.
I'm a teenaged child. I'm human, and that's not my fault!!! So, please... Please just let me ball my eyes out as if I was 5 and just scrapped my elbow. Just let me finally cry the way I want to without judging me. Because since I was 10, I've only balled my eyes out like that maybe twice. And right now I just really need to and I want to be in my best friends arms while I do, so they can all comfort me. Please... Just let me...
...No... Oh... Okay... I'll withhold the pain even more... I hope you're happy... Thanks... I'm ecstatic if you couldn't tell. *sarcasm*
Bye now...
Sincerely,
Stressed People (especially teens [and me]) Everywhere
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