Trigger warning!

Laurance POV

I woke up in the middle of the night to the sound of the back door opening.

I got up to check who was there when I saw a silluette of a person.

"Y/N? Is that you?" I asked adjusting to the darkness.

"Y-yeah," she replies sniffling.

Was she crying? What happened?

"Y/N are you ok? It sounds like you were crying?" I asked softly, concern filling my voice.

Next thing I know I get tackled to a hug. Y/N was sobbing into my chest as I pet her hair trying to calm her down.

"Shhh Y/N it's ok now, I'm here. Calm down then tell me what happened," I whispered calmly.

"I-I can't d-do i-it anym-more," she answered calming down.

"What can't you do Y/N?" I asked confused.

"Y-you wouldn't understand." She sighed sadly.

"You can tell me about it if you want," I assured.

I sat down with Y/N on the couch wrapping my arm around her shoulders.

"Ok," she said.

"Ok, what?"

"I'll tell you." She replied hesitantly.

Your POV

"I was brought into this world by my parents - a beautiful young woman and man. As the years went by I grew up with loads of friends and a happy, cheerful personality. When I was about 5 my mother... was diagnosed with... Cancer." I could feel hot tears escaping my eyes as I remembered the memories my mother and I made together.

"I-I'm so sorry Yn..." Laurance started as he looked at me sadly.

"I-its ok... Anyway, after she passed I was stricken with grief. During school, the kids made fun of me and told me to get over it. That she deserved to die.

The unfortunate thing was I couldn't. I had just lost my best friend and the one who u duration me the best, more than anyone else.

Just to top off all the problems in my life my Father started to drink. He came home one day and slapped me on the side of my face. He kicked me several times in the shin and stomach then passed out on the couch. I crawled to my room and cried myself to sleep. This then became a daily thing.

One day I was sitting on my own at lunch when a werewolf girl comes and sits next to me, Ember."

~FlashBack to when you were about 5~

I was sitting on my own in a bench outside, like usual, when I feel a presence next to me.

I looked up reluctantly to find a werewolf girl sitting down. She had longish brown hair, grey ears and tail and firey orange eyes. She also wore a slight smile on her face. It wasn't aggressive or mean it was warm and understanding.

"Hey I'm Ember, Ember Flame! What's your name?" She asked cheerfully.

Why is she being nice to me? No one is nice to me...

"I-It's Y/N, Y/N L/N..." I mumbled.

"Hey... You don't look that happy..." She realised, ears and tail dropping low," I know what will cheer you up! Do you want to be friends?"

"R-really?" I asked surprised.

"Why would I lie to you?"

"Ok then. Ummm... Ember where are your other friends?" I asked looking around for more people.

"Hm? Oh well... I dont really have any other friends..." She replies looking down. "I do have Max... But now you are my friend huh?!"

"Yeah!"

"Hey Ember! Who's this?" Another voice asked.

I looked away from Ember and to where the voice had came from. There a boy with blond hair, matching ears and tail and ocean blue eyes stood.

"Oh hey Max! This is Y/N, Y/N this is Max!" Ember introduced.

FlashBack Ends

"So after that we became Best Frens! I didn't tell her about my Father until high school though.

Father got worse and I couldn't take the pain anymore. I was becoming depressed and a voice inside my head was telling me I deserved it all. Everything that had happened to me.

I listened to that voice. How I regret that decision.

It tore my life apart, even more than it already was.

I became so depressed and started to cut. Every little cut had its own reason.

'Nobody loves you'

'You shouldn't have been born'

'Your Worthless'

'Your Ugly'

'They are using you'

'They are not your friends'

'Don't trust them'

'They hate you'

I listened and believed that voice.

I started to push everyone in my life away. I broke down every night.

I acted like I was fine and happy during the day. But actually I was Broken, more than ever.

One day Ember found my slit wrists.

~Another FlashBack~

I was walking down the hall in school with Ember by my side. We were heading back to her house after a boring lesson of history.

As I stretched to wake myself up, the sleeves of my hoodie rolled up a bit revealing my wrist.

"Y/N, what happened to your wrists?!" She asked concern filling her voice.

Oh no she saw them, quick think of an excuse.

"Oh, ummm... I just... Found a stray... Cat? And it scratched me? Yeah it attacked my arm!" I said sounding not at all convincing.

"Y/N, did your Father do that?" She asked looking into my eyes for answers.

"No..."

"Who did it then?"

"Me..." I said barely audible. Unfortunately for me Ember heard me (because of her super wolf instincts XD)

"Y/N why?!" She whispered back.

"C-can we not talk about it here?" I asked pleadingly.

"Ok let's talk in my house."

A/N~ This is going to be in 2 parts because I just wrote nearly 1000 words and I don't want it to be too long. The next part will be out soon just please keep reminding me because I will most definitely forget XD. That is it for now my Little Flames!

~Bye~