"I envy you for having so much courage. But I guess, that is normal. You have loved ones, but I do not. There is no reason for me to continue my life. My parents abandoned me and both of them have their own families. They are happy without me. I have no friends. I have no one. I'm alone. I'm miserable. I even wonder why I'm alive when I'm just a little shit. I'm so pathetic I'm even crying right now."

— Novi