Chapter 45

LEAH’S POV

Sitting at the kitchen table alone, my thoughts kept going back to my nightmare.  His face, his voice and the way he smelled, still all too real in my memories.  I wish there was a way to erase all of those things.  Maybe then I’d sleep well.

I was hungry, Jason and I hadn’t eaten diner the night before, and I wasn’t sure about Chris.  Then I remembered the conversation Chris and Jason had before our shower.  Chris needed help with his assignment.

His books still on the table I found what he was having trouble with.  I grabbed a pen and went to work.  I did his homework for that subject, I wasn’t sure where he was at but I did the whole thing.  Before handing it over to the teacher he would just have to write it back since our writing was different.  I had trouble reading his, God knows how the teacher could read it.

It took me close to an hour before I was done and by then Jason was sitting next to me.  He didn’t talk, he just watched me do his brother’s homework.  I felt bad, Chris had asked for help and we had other things in mind.  This was my way of helping him out, that way he wouldn’t get in trouble or get a zero on his work since it would be late.

When I was done, I closed his books.  I left my paper at the page where I had been working so he could find it easily. 

‘Why did you do that?’ Jason finally spoke.

‘Because, we didn’t help him yesterday and I don’t want him to get in trouble.’ I answered him.

He kissed the side of my head, I knew it was his way of saying thank you without having to say it.  I placed my hand on his leg, let myself lean on him and rested my head on his upper chest.  I just breathed, I loved his smell and he knew it, like I knew he loved mine.

‘Morning.’ Chris said, coming to sit at the table with us.

‘Hey.’ I said back.

‘How did you sleep?’ Jason asked him.

‘My back hurts.’ Chris told us.

‘I want to talk to you about something.’ Jason told Chris.

‘Okay’ he answered still half asleep.

‘We’re moving and we wondered if you wanted to move with us.  We could get a two bedroom but the only thing is you’d have to help out.  Get a job or something, not full time since you got school and that’s number one but just to help out.  I’d take care of the rest.  Leah doesn’t know if she can work, since…well, since...’ Jason said.

‘Leah’s not my real name.’ I finished for him.  Jason and I, both looked at each other and I smiled at him.  I had never said that to Chris, well not in those words.

‘Leah’s not your real name?’ Chris asked me.

‘No’ I told him, shaking my head.

‘What is it then?’ he asked.

‘It doesn’t matter, that’s my old life.  My name is Leah but I’m not sure I have all the paper work to be in the system, to work.  I know with school you need some but to work, to do income taxes and everything.  I’m not sure if I have everything I need.’ I answered him.

‘Okay.’ He said looking at me then he turned to Jason. ‘So a two bedroom?  I’d get my own room, right?’ he asked.

‘Yeah, you’d get your own room.  We could tell people that Leah and I are living together and you moved in with us so it would be cheaper.’  Jason looked at me, and said, ‘and if it’s ok with Leah, maybe you could bring Laura over sometimes.’

I smiled at him, a big smile, I hadn’t thought of that and I loved the idea.

‘Yeah! That would be great!’ I said all excited, looking back and forth between Jason and Chris.

Chris had a big smile, ‘Yeah that would be awesome.  She keeps asking questions but I don’t know what to tell her so I don’t answer them.  So it would be like a clean slat, I wouldn’t have to lie to her, which would be great.  When do you want to move?’ He said.

‘I know it’s no notice at all but, a little over a week.’ Jason said.

Chris eyes went big, ‘I don’t think I can have half the rent by then.  I’d need to find a job then wait for a pay check and save…’

‘Chris, I got the first and last month’s rent, don’t worry about it.  I have enough, we just need to find something fast and something we all like.’ Jason told Chris.

‘Okay.’ Was Chris’s answer.

Chris was happy, he had a big smile and you could tell he was excited, just like me.  I was so excited I could burst.

‘Hey! I forgot, I still need help with my assignment.’ Chris told Jason, ‘You said you would help me.’ He added.

‘I did it.’ I told him.

‘What?’ Chris asked.

‘I did it, the paper is in your book.  All you got to do is re-write it that way, it’s going to be in your writing.  If you don’t understand it, I can help you out, either tonight when I come back from Laura’s or the rest of the weekend.’ I told him.

Chris kept looking at me, I couldn’t read his facial expression so I looked at Jason to see if he understood.  Jason was smiling and looking back at Chris, so I turned and looked at Chris too.

Chris still wasn’t talking so I said, ‘What?’ I was so lost, was it ok? Was he mad?  Did I do something wrong?  Was he happy?

‘Why would you do that?’ Chris finally said, his face staying neutral.

‘Because you asked for help and we didn’t.  I didn’t want you to get in trouble or a low grade so…I thought I’d help.  I’m sorry, I just thought…’ I stopped talking.  I didn’t know what else to say.  I looked down at the table, I didn’t want to look at anyone.  I thought I was helping,

We all sat there, at the table, no one saying a word.

After a couple of minutes of complete silence Chris finally spoke.

‘Leah?’ he said.  I lifted my eyes and looked at his.  ‘Thank you.’ He said.

Relieved that he was happy, ‘No problem.’ I said back to him.

He smiled at me and I did the same back to him.  Jason still had his arm around me and would pass his thumb over my shoulder. 

‘We better start getting ready for school and you for work.’ I told both of them.  ‘This weekend, we can start looking for a new place.’ I added and they both nodded in approval.

I got up from the table, my ass hurting from sitting for so long and I had a little trouble walking.  Jason followed me to our bedroom and closed the door.

‘Are you ok?’ he whispered.

‘Yeah, why?’ I asked him, keeping our voice low so Chris wouldn’t hear.

‘You look in pain when you walk.’ He said.

‘Cause I am, my legs, my thighs and my butt hurts.’ I told him.

He started laughing and I didn’t get it.  I just looked at him laughing and I was totally confused.

When he finally noticed I didn’t get it, he said, ‘That never happened to you before?’

‘Being in pain?! Yeah, but not like this, it’s different.  Like my muscles hurt but…maybe it’s how I slept.’ I told him, it made sense, with my nightmare, and I was running a lot in this one.

With a big smile across his face, he came closer to me and put arms around me, ‘Baby, we tried a lot of stuff last night, a lot of different position and what you have now…the pain in your legs, thighs and butt it’s because of that.  You body isn’t used to it so, your muscles are soar.’ He explained to me.

I thought about it for a minute with my hands on his arms.  Yeah, we had sex in the bathroom and twice in our bedroom.  In the bedroom, yeah we tried a lot of positions which was freaking great. 

‘So…this is sex pain?’ I asked him.

Still with his big smile, ‘Yeah.’ He said nodding his head.

‘Oh.’ Was all I said.

‘If you want, we won’t do it again.  If it hurts too much, we’ll just keep up what we’re doing now.’ He said.

‘Are you kidding me?!’ I said a little too loud.  ‘That was fucking great last night, it felt great, and you were great.  No…’ I said shaking my head. ‘We will continue, the pain isn’t that bad and I loved every second of last night.’ I told him, now myself smiling.

We were both looking at each other, with big goofy smiles. ‘I thought it was pretty amazing myself.  You amaze me more everyday.’ He said to me.

I lifted myself up to show him I wanted a kiss and he did.  Our lips and tongues moving together, I was turned on and I could feel him on my stomach.  I broke our kiss and looked at the time.  When I looked back at him, I saw he checked it too.

I smiled at him and whispered, ‘condom, now.’

He smiled back and pulled away from me to go get one.  I took this time to get out of my clothes.  Even thought I was in pain, I wanted him even more.

When he saw me, he then took off his boxers, that’s all he was wearing.  I got on the bed and he put the condom on.

‘How would you like it this morning love?’ he whispered with a smirk on his face.

I always told him how I wanted it.  Either fast, slow, fuck me, faster or make love to me.  I knew he loved it, I could tell it turned him on even more when I told him how to do me.

‘Um, first…slow, I want you to make love to me,’ I said looking at him, up and down of his naked body.  He just smiled, ‘and then?’ he said.

‘Then, I want you to pick up the paste and go fast.’ I said. ‘And then?’ he asked again.

‘Faster.’ I finished.

Still smiling at me he got on the bed and got between my legs.  ‘We won’t do like last night.’ He said, putting each hands on the back of my lower legs, ‘we will let your legs,’ then he brought his hands higher to just below my ass, ‘your thighs and your butt, recuperate.’ He said smiling at me.

I smiled back at him and shook my head.  I felt him at my entrance and he brought his face closer to mine and while we kissed, I felt him slowly enter me.

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