Chapter 35

JASON’S POV

‘What do you want to do?’ I asked her.

‘I don’t know.  If we move, and the money comes in, I won’t get it.  If we stay, something may or may not happen.  I just don’t know.’ She said.

She was still on my lap, looking out the window.

‘Why do you always look out the window, what do you think about?’ I asked her.

‘I get lost in my thoughts, I find it relaxing. I just look at the people walking by, wonder what their life is like.  Also, I try to see if my father is out there.’ She told me and then rested her head near my shoulder.

‘I love you Jason, no matter how I am, what my mood is like, where I am…I’ll always love you.’ She whispered to me.

‘Same here baby.’ I whispered back to her.

She got up and sat back down on the couch as I did too, it didn’t take long for her to come closer to me.  It felt nice because all week, she didn’t do that.  I could see a little part of her coming back.  Maybe her talking had helped her a little.  Sometimes it’s good to just let it out, even if you don’t get answers back, I thought to myself.  I was scared, what if she was right, if her father found her, what the hell could I do.  I didn’t know where she had even lived, if they lived at the same place.

‘Leah?’

‘Yeah?’ she said.

‘Can I ask you some questions?’ I asked her. 

‘About?’

‘You’re old life.’ I said to her.

She turned to look at me, trying to read my mind, my thoughts.

‘What do you mean?’

‘Like where you lived, was it a house, what was the street name, what was the address, what did the house look like, do you think they still live there?’ I asked her.

‘Why?’ she asked looking completely confused.

‘Well, if by any chance the asshole shows up, I know where you’ll be, unless they moved.  Also, your aunt’s address would be good, if you know it or remember it that is.’ I said to her.

She got up and went towards the kitchen.  After a few seconds of her not coming back I got up and went to see where she went.

Leah was holding a pen, writing on a piece of paper.  I didn’t approach her, I kept my distance and just watched her.  

She got up and put the pen back and turned and saw me, ‘Shit’ she said under her breath.

‘Sorry, I didn’t mean to scare you.’ I said to her, great moron you just freaked her out I thought to myself.

‘You sure you want this?’ she said holding the paper up.

‘Absolutely,’ I told her. ‘if he does come, it’s the best way for me to find you.’ I finished tell her.

‘You can’t go there unless something does happen.  Do you understand?’ she said.

‘Promise.’ I told her.

She nodded her head and walked towards me.  I heard her take a deep breath then passed me the paper that was in her hand.

I took it and looked at it.  She had written her parents names, their whole address even their postal code and the name and address of her aunt’s house.  No postal code for her, but that didn’t surprise me.  I hoped this was enough, and her parents hadn’t moved, if they did, and came for Leah, I was completely screwed.

After reading the information on the paper I brought my eyes back to her.  I could easily see how scared she was, why didn’t I see that before, fucking idiot, I thought to myself.

I took the step that was between us and put my arms around her.  I held on to her, scared myself, I didn’t, and I couldn’t lose her.  I felt her hands come around me and squeeze me, like I would disappear or something.

I let go my grip on her and she did the same and looked up at me.  I bent my head down and kissed her.  She immediately kissed me back with the same intensity.  I wanted to make love to her, she had talked, told me how she felt and what she was thinking about.  She had kept her part of the deal and now I was doing the same, not because I had to, but because I wanted to be close to her, in everyway possible. 

I knew she was thinking the same thing, she moved her hands and brought them behind my neck.  I put my hands to the bottom of her shirt and lifted it up.  Once her shirt was off, I pulled away from her and went to the door and put the chain on the door, if Chris came back, he wouldn’t’ be able to see us but we would hear him.  I walked back to Leah, I grabbed her and continued kissing her.

I felt my shirt move on one side and it made me smile.  She always did that, it was her way of saying, shirt off.  Like a command, which I was very happy to oblige.

I broke the kiss and took off my shirt, unless we were laying down, she had trouble doing it on her own.  Once my shirt hit the floor, our lips were back together.  I felt my jeans move and the button and the zipper came down.  She brought my jeans down a little and I brought them down the rest of the way and kicked them somewhere.

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LEAH’S POV

Once we managed to take his pants off I brought my hands to his back.  I loved his back, feeling his muscles move under my hands could easily turn me on.

Our kiss still motion I let my hands go down to his ass.  Another body part of his that I simply loved.  I squeezed and I felt him smile against my lips.

His hands moved towards the front of my jeans and I brought my hands higher on his upper arms.  He undid them and like I had done to him, he brought them down half way down my legs and after, I brought them the rest of the way, I kicked them off.

He then moved his hands to my back and undid my bra and brought down the straps and I did the rest, my bra landing somewhere on the floor. 

I put my thumbs into the side of this boxers and slowly bringing them down.  I could feel him on my lower stomach, and every time we did this, I loved what we did to each other.  How we reacted to each other.

His boxers on the floor somewhere, he brought my underwear down but this time, broke the kiss and he brought them all the way down.  I watched him with a smile on my face.  I didn’t understand how he could love me so much, but I knew he did, and I loved him as much as he loved me.

Coming back up, he took his time, kissing me all the way back up to my face.  When our lips made contact again I partly broke the kiss and answer his unspoken question, ‘here’, I said.  I felt him nod his head.

He broke the kiss and said ‘let me get a condom’, I nodded and he gave me a quick kiss and looked around.  He walked to and picked up his jeans.  Got a condom from his pocket and came back to me.  As he was coming back to me, he took off his socks which made me laugh, he could never have sex with his socks, it bugged him, even if I had them on, and so I took them off while he did the same.

Once back in front of one another, he kissed me and I heard him say,

‘Leah?’ he asked.

‘Yeah?’

He broke the kiss and took my face in his hands, ‘I love you.  You know that, right?’ he asked.

‘Yeah, I know that and I love you.’ I said.

He nodded his head, ‘Yeah, I know.’  He brought his lips back to mine and his hands went from my upper back slowly down to my ass cheeks while mine did the opposite.

He lifted me up off the floor and gently put me on the kitchen table.  We both laughed while we kissed, I thought quickly to Chris, he will never know and I’m pretty sure Jason thought the same.

Half sitting on the table, I heard the wrapper of the condom and seconds later I could fell him at my entrance.

Slowly I felt him push his way into me.  My head went back and I heard him moan and say, ‘fuck’ right after.

Once fully in me, he pulled back.  I was getting used to him, his size now and we didn’t have to go slow at first.  He was still gentle and we often did foreplay, just not every time because sometimes we just didn’t have time.

He got a good rhythm going, and I lifted myself higher so I could see him better and also, I wanted him to kiss me.

He got my message, he slowed down his rhythm, kissed me and I whispered to him, ‘You’ll always be my only one.’

He looked into my eyes and smiled at me.  He kissed me again and whispered back, ‘You’ll always be my only one, I love you.’  I smiled at him.

His hands took mine and placed them on his on the back of this neck.  I didn’t understand but I felt his hands on my lower back and slowly picking me up off the table.  I held on tighter and his hands finally went to my ass.

‘What are you doing?’ I asked him breaking the kiss.

‘I’m not making love to you on the kitchen table, we can fuck on the kitchen table, anytime, but I’m not making love to you on it.’

I brought my face closer to his, and kissed him.  I put everything I felt for him into that kiss.  I’m sure he felt it because he kissed me the same way also.

Reaching our bedroom, he got us onto the bed and slowly placed me down onto my back.  The whole time, he was still in me and was still rock hard.

He brought his lips back to me, and started moving his hips again.  Still with the same rhythm as before but our lips not leaving each other.  Breathing by my mouth, I opened my eyes and found his looking back at me.  We both smiled at each other and I nodded at him and he started going faster.

Both of us breathing harder and faster, our moan could be easily heard and I was so glad Chris wasn’t here.  With Jason, between my legs, my legs wrapped around him and squeezed my legs so they would be tighter around him.  When he would push into me, I’d bring my hips up, making him go deeper, and making it feel twice as amazing.  I felt the different with the ‘Oh my god’ moan he did which made me smile again.

My moans were getting louder, which was embarrassing, I tried to keep quiet as much as I could, but it never worked.  His were also getting louder and when he brought his face down to mine and we kissed, our moans were muffled.

After he broke the kiss, ‘faster?’ he asked.  I just nodded my head, and he started going faster.

I could hear the noise of when he was completely in me, and again, my moans were very loud.

‘Oh Fuck’ I said, I could feel myself starting to shake, ‘faster?’ I said, I didn’t even know if he could go faster then we were at this moment.

But he did.  ‘Oh My God Jason!’ I said very loudly.  My body moving as he pounded me and my body shaking since I was so close.

A few seconds later, my orgasm hit, my back arched but he kept going.  When my orgasm was finishing, his finally hit.  I felt him tense up and like always almost landing on top of me but never did.  His arm was always there to stop him before landing on top of me. 

When his eyes opened, he looked into mine.  I put my hands on both sides of his face, I just wanted to look at him.  If anything happened, I wanted to memorize every part of him, but I needed to memorize his face, his eyes. Those were a must have.

When my eyes came back to his, I noticed he was doing the same.

‘You are the best thing that has ever happen to me.’ He said.

Aww, how could he be so amazing.  I felt my eyes water and the tears going down the side of my face.

‘Don’t cry baby.’ He told me, still in me.

I shook my head, ‘I don’t care about anything, this apartment, the stuff in it.  Yeah I love my friend but…the only thing I can’t live without…is you.  Jason, you made me come alive, you make me want to live, want to love.  I love you.’ I told him, with still my tears coming down.

I could see his eye were watery.  I had never seen him cry, or another man for that matter.  ‘I love you too.’ He said.

‘You are the sexiest man I have ever seen.’ I said with a smirk and making my nails go up and down on his arms.

I instantly felt him get hard.  He was still in me so, it was very easy to feel him.  My eyes got big and I looked at him.

‘I told you!  You talk or walk or bend over and yeah, you have my full attention.’ He said, looking embarrassed. 

I grabbed his head and brought it to me and I kissed him.  ‘That’s a great compliment babe, never be embarrassed about that with me.  Thank you.’ I told him.

‘Round 2?’ he asked.

‘Fuck yeah!’ I said laughing.

He started moving again, but this time, he went fast.  He didn’t go slowly and I loved it.  This was not making love, this was fucking.  I thought back to the kitchen table but I didn’t want him to stop and then move and then start over.

He picked up speed and I started shaking, our noises were loud and so was the noise of him being fully into me.  Still lifting up my hips to meet him, my shaking was getting stronger, ‘Fuck’ I said loudly.  I felt my body tense and my back arch and I hit orgasm number 2.  Not long after I felt him tense and he reached his.

When we both caught our breath, looking into each others eyes, we both smiles our big smiles at each other.

He pulled out, and I tensed up and put his back on the bed.

Every time he pulled out, I don’t think I could ever get used to that sensation.  Every time, didn’t matter how tired I was, I got excited and a shock would pass through me.

Relaxing beside the man I love on the bed, I heard the front door unlock and I turned to look at Jason.

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