ok i, contuing 

i this happened after g left . i was not the skinnyest person in school i remaber the most i waged was 90 pounds but for my age that was fat 

i think i started to notice i was not beening treated like a friend when i started watching anime . i was looking at netfix and i came caross a show called fairy tail . i asked my older brother if i can watch it he said it was a good show . i fell in love with the show and i noticed firends are sopostto be like family and you stick up for them 

b called me her 'persnal punching bag' she made up stuff like she brock my rist and crap like that and after all that i still wanted to be there friend  

i was an idot i was so despret to have freinds that i was still friends with them 

a nother thing b's on and off boyfriend lets call him a he had a youtube cannle and i made art for it one day after school i was talking to him . he got mad at me and started pushing me i pushed him back he steped on the road then steped back . b and r just arived and saw me push him 

b pushed  me with all fore into moving traffic . let me remind you we have been in fisical fights befor and we were then infrot of the school . a teacher he at the time was not my  favert teacher but right naw is he told me off for bing in the road 

i was pissed  and i found a patten that caried on and on b and r would fight 

then tried to get me on there side and then make up and push me to the side and leave me 

after i foud the patten i put my foot down and told them i was not there friend we used to say im not your friend as a joke but i was serioue and pissed i sat alone at luch we having to sit next to our class i sat next to boys or bithchy girls i did not talk at all they made fun of my love for anime and i hated it 

i did not have friends for some time i tried hanging out with people but i new they only let me cos i was the wired fat kid that did not have friends 

i started talking about anime .i went up to a girl called im useing her nick name emi that i have been in all my schools. i went up to her and her firend im useing her real name Rosie i asked if i could sit with them at break i was so scard that i might do something wrong what i only lisoed and did not talk it turned out emi like fairy tail but not rosie but we were friends 

more drama . they had 2 friends called im calling them an and sh coss thats the start of there names sh liked anime and an hated it 

an hated me . she at the time could not except that emi could be cose to anyone but her . she made emi chose me or her that broght emi to tears because she did not want pick 

an said she would i think make us hate emi but it did not work 

in the end i got emi to give an a secound chacne 

there are 4 more people in the next chapter that are aprt of this 

see you later and this is all i rember its a bit fussy so it might not be coplitly ackret cos this happen 2 years ago 

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~ Mimi out